♥ HAPPENINGS!

• Time check: 1 47 AM.
• Day: Saturday.

sing-ing, sing-ing, & more singing! ♥

today was a fruitful day for me though it was a lil daze-ly throughout th whole day. as always, i manage to put up a front and appear to be normal. but yeah, nothing much is going on inside. just some thoughts that have been running through my minds i guess.

FIRST thing up; met up wit E and C at bedok's mac first before YW, GW and marc came. then walked over to kcc for our k-singing session. didn't really sing much actually, cos i'm more to th english songs kind, and didn't really knw much chinese songs apart from those few that bro used to blaze at home. HAHA! K and V came by around 4plus5, and we continue-ed singing all th way until say 7plus. took a lift from marc, E and C to bugis as they cab-ed there; they went for meeting while i head off to town to meet J and M.

results of super-long escalators ♥

shopp-ed a lil around ion and sorta got lost cos it's our first tym thr plus thr is lyk super alot of people thr. lyk seriously. got th same pair of sandals from rubi shoes as M! (: walked around in search of food cos yours'truely was starving very badly. and gastrics didn't do much of a help. settle-ed down at macs for dinner; shaker fries is LOVE! (: chit-chatted abit here and there, and it was nearly 9plus10 alrdy. and since was craving for tauhuey, ask-ed E if meeting was over and stuff. soyeah, walk-ed down to dhouby to find E and WY while J and M headed home.

supper companies for th night! ♥

TAU-HUEY-ed at somewhr beside laselle! E's treat!! (:
th picture above is kinda funny actually. as what WY illustrates; she looks lyk she want to eat th food but E's "actions" looks as if he wants to eat her!!! HAHAH! (: was super funny and all. chit-chatted here and there. stuffed my share of youtiao/shui-jinbao to E as i really cmi alrdy. lyk full to th max alrdy. HAH! crap-ed quite alot and decided to leave for home.

Laughter; Peace & Joy! ♥

bus-ed to boon keng instead of cabbing home directly from paradize centre. WY and E alighted at th same stop as me just to accompany me to hail a cab home.
THANKS SO MUCH! (:

all in all, today was a tiring day. but i seriously had lots of fun!
I'M LOVING IT!
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♥ EARLY!

Thanks for the coffee, E! ♥

sher is home early today cos daddy offered to fetch her up from school th moment th thought of cabb-ing home came across her mind during lab just now
cramp's really kinda bad today, plus i'm super duper tired. after so many days of late nights, rushing out stuff, studying, or of course reading my story book! (: i think i'm heading off to bed after this blog post of th day, and shall only wake up when i feel lyk it. mayb during midnight? or say th next morning?
cos sher do not have school tmr! YAY! HAHA!

anyways, lucky i manage to wake up and get ready for school today! E was suppose to give me a wake up call at 8 since by tht tym he should alrdy be otw to sch since he needs to clock in by 830; but he didn't. when on th way to school,
dropped him a random txt and
"oh shit! your sms woke me up! ohman, i overslept!"
HAHA! it was then 930 alrdy can.
WTH right. HAHA. soyeah, as usual, he was late for sch AGAIN. HAHA (:

school was alright i guess. trying to pay attention during ckt lectures, which totally bores me cos i don't really lyk ckt as a subject. wrtoral room was super cold, tht i was practically freezing. smart me didn't bring a cardigan today. :X lunch at bistrowalk and E came wit coffee. emaths lec was alright. ckt lab was a mist. didn't really get it at first, but manage to when i did it a step by a step.
and BOOOO!!! I'M HOME!!! (:

might have outing wit some of th salvo seniors tmr, but C haven't got back to be on details yet. ohwells, shall see how it goes when i'm done wit my sleep!
now, my pink bed is calling me ♥

♥ ESCAPE!

escaping; but denying is not the solution. ♥

salvo wasn't that bad today. brushed up here and there for those actions that we've learnt on monday and stuff. proceeded to learn the crossing of hands today. but sad to say, my left hand is still kinda retarded. lyk can't seem to lock my wrist. Smay taught me and all, but true to say. i really did put in th effort to try to lock my wrist. practice makes perfect! :D

random-ness; i find myself quite wierd this few days/weeks. lyk being moodless now and then, or should say having moodswings. one moment i'm lyk as high as a aeroplane can go, and one moment i'm lyk just practically stone-ing with a blank mind. ohmans, this is bad. i'm not sure what is going on with me; totally clueless. shall have ranting sessions wit E soon!!!! (:
on top of that, i have been having splitting headaches every now and then. idk if it's th minimal hours of sleep that i have been having this few tyms that is causing it. moreover, i haven't been having proper meals as well. no appetite. lyk for today. all i had was cereal, red tea, bubble tea, biscuits for th entire day. ohwells.

okay, enough of those stuff alrdy; on a lighter note; i'm seriously considering of re-highlighting my hair and thus making it into lyk a 3-tone kinda thngy. base colour is lyk fading off and it looks more lyk black than brown to me. current light brown highlights are fading too much tht i doubt if it's even visible. i was thinking of putting near-blonde highlights. not sure if it suits me. plus red/pink extentions. okay, this is crazy. or i think i'm crazy. HAHA! ohwells, if it's not; then it's not me alrdy! YAY! (:

♥ MEET-UP!!



DAMIEN CHEW was my company of th day today! came down all th way from bukit batok to find me at tampines! felt so honoured! (: met E for awhile too; felt really bad. cos he came down from school to interchange to meet up for a tad bit before rushing off. ohwells, shan't elaborate further. HAHA!(:

dinner-ed at century square. crapp-ed quite abit and as always, we talked rubbish! but luckily he didn't lyk "shoot" me lyk machine gun today lo! HAHA! walked around and guess what! D is super duper childish! ohman! it's lyk we were in kiddy palace. and as always, i went to look for my stitch plushy, and D was at th robots/figurines/toys side. it's lyk he seemed all so fascinated over every toy he saw la. HAHA! i even have a picture to prove it! (:

HAHA! damn funny. slack-ed around and headed off to tamp1. and again, D kept singing under th sea... add my own lyrics to under th sea.. WTH! haha. made me laugh lyk made la. seriously. HAHA! after tht train-ed back home! (: enjoyable way to end my day i must say! :DDDDDDDDDDD

rantings for today; was really irritated by what happened this afternoon. i seriously can't stant it when ppl just make a passing remark when in actual fact you've put in th hard work to get things done and stuff. and in a matter of fact, th party who made th comment didn't even lift a single finger; all was done was just words, words and more words. i was just wondering how come to some people, what they do onto others can't be done back to them. but somehow or rather, this became my motivation. i'll push myself harder to achieve better than you people who talk th talk and not walk th talk. it just doesn't pay to be such arrogant. seriously. hate me, i don't really care. my life in school does not revolves arnd th classroom. it revolves arnd th campus. plus, th grp of you? it's just a minute part of my life. ohwells. as much said; i dislike th feeling of someone lie-ing to me. plus, th truth was not told by tht someone, but by me reading it off somewhr. man. this.suck.alot.

♥ un-PREDICTABLE!

lost; in wonderland! ♥

met up wit bestf today to catch HARRY POTTER & THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE after school today. and sad to say it was some sort of a disappointment for me apart for those few scenes thats manage to have me jumping out of my seat for tht few seconds. was actuali looking forward to more action and such, but was not. ohwells, at least th feel came back! think i'll start to read th book over again from book 1! WHOO! (:

anyways, this few nights have been kinda weird for me. it's lyk practically almost every night i have been having funny/retarded dreams and some of them are actually kinda scary. some of which i woke up almost at th brink of crying in th middle of th night. ohmans, sometyms i wonder how this subconcious mind of mine is working! HAHA. yesterday's dream was kinda retard-ed, seriously. i dreamt tht i lost all of my cards except my atm card. and i was panicking in my dream! damn wth! HAHA.

haven't been having random thoughts lately. not even on long bus rides home; or tyms whereby i'm alone and all. and i've just realised tht i've reached a point in life whereby i accepted thngs th way it is, and feel tht no matter what happens, th matter of fact would be wheather i feel lyk doing it anot. willing heart; and tht really speaks it. looking things at perspective has become a thing for me i guess; and it really open up my eyes to lots of things that i didn't take into notice before. for now; i lyk things th way it is right now.
I'M HAPPY; I SMILE & I LAUGH LIKE ALWAYS (:

♥ COUNTING-DOWN!

8 MORE DAYS! CAN'T WAIT! ♥

D is coming to find me in school nxt tues!! can't wait man; totally. haven't seen him in ages. or shld say haven't catch up wit him in ages! finally finally finally!! it's lyk it always happens on th day tht we plann-ed to meet, and sth will just cropp-ed up and we just end up not meeting

D: that time wanna go ur sch, but got bs sia. sway!
ME: LOL! then when can we officially meetttt?? :(

D: hmmm.. i oso not sure. this week cant. tml can't.
ME: this week i oso can't. busy entire week ehs.
D: samesame. mayb nxt week bah.
D: i need to find a slot to slot you in! HAHA.
ME: WTH ! still need to find a slot. feel damn sad now la.

HAHA. tues/thurs. choose a day.
D: HAHA. think tues can. i die die also slot you inside la!

ME: YES!!! (:

D: 9 more days. i reach tht tym sms you.
ME: YES!! you say one uh,

don't last minute come tell me can't make it again. shall go count down! (:

D: HAHA. ya, won't one. don't worry!

soyeah, it totally made my day plus gave my day a good end !! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

anyways, did nth much today; cos gave church amiss, due to th fact tht i woke up at 3pm today. and yes, i was spamm-ed by phonecalls again! even called my home, but apparently tht didn't wake me up. think i was just too tired i suppose. being a filial daughter as i am, i accompanied my parents to go get groceries to stock up my fridge as it's getting empty! and i got th quaker cereal today too!! (: other than tht i kept JW company as he is working at lil india today thru txt and stuff; txt-ed a couple of ppl today too. lucky i've got unlimited sms! (:


okay, i'm good to go now. TIME CHECK: 2.17am i'm meeting J at 1030 later before school starts at 12. okay, and i can't decide whr to go.

♥ ROAMING!

as mention-ed earlier, went to meet J at town randomly today. and tht broke my plann-ed homey day cos apparently i was kinda bored staying at home since by th tym i woke up the entire house was empty. soyeah, initial plan was to go check out th new orchard ion, but sad to say; realised tht official opening is on th 21july'09. ohwells, but th shopping still went on though. YAY! (:

HEEREN > TAKA > FAREAST > WISMA > GAP > CINELEISURE

yupp, thats th route we went today.

• NUM-ed at heeren to help E ask abt th slippers stud thngy.
• Armani-exchange & Mango -ed at taka.
• Didn't manage to get th shirt th J's mum was looking for at Mango.
• T-shirts at AX is nice, but couldn't bare to spend so much just on a top.
• Food-ed ; jap pan pancake! (:
• Walk-ed aimlessly arnd far-east and decided to dinner since both J and i wasn't in th shopping mood.
• Graffiti Cafe-ed ; wanton mee plus peach red tea! (:
• Walk-ed arnd and was tempted to put bright pink extentions but didn't.
• Shopp-ed around wisma and saw this f21 dress tht is very pretty! (:
• Roam-ed and both J&I got a top each from Max&More. YAY! (:
• GAP-ed a lil ; nothing attracts me except their jackets.
• Crapp-ed as we walk down to cineleisure! I LYK! :D
• Fred-perry-ed; saw this shoe tht i lyk but cost a bomb! $141.00! :(

soyeah, tht's basically what we did at town. J was great company! we CRAPPED;TALKED;LAUGHED;STONED! but we forgot to take photo!! :(

random-ness now; i think i need to start saving money alrdy. shld restrict myself to only using $30 every week and saving th rest of my weekly allowance. at th rate i'm spending money, i think i'm gg to go dry very soon! ohsnos, this is bad. i need to save save save save save! please remind me! th tym i should spend money on, is only on things tht i really need and not want!!!!

♥ PHOTOGRAPHY!

picturesssssssssss ♥

i feel lyk taking up photography; seriously. have been having thoughts of going for lessons on photography since a few years back, but just keep procrastinating and all. but procrastination is not th only factor tht is holding me back from taking up classes.

i can't get hold of th SLR camera considering th fact tht it's really expensive. and my parents do not want to sponsor me, cos they think it's really a waste of money for spending so much just on a camera. and i can't afford to get it on my own. it's lyk even if i save and really really intend to get it after i save-d enough, parents will just kill me alive if i were to empty my back account just for a camera.

ohwells, mayb one day my parents will xiang tong! HAHAHAHAH (:

okay, end for now. off to meet J at town. update later! :DDDDDDDDDDD

♥ POPEYES!

out of region; out of th picture! ♥

so basically, day didn't start of well for me today. cos yours'truely woke up late and ended up 20mins late for ckt lec this morning. it's kinda retarded, cos i woke up at 815 this morning telling my maid to wake me up in 15mins tym which is 830. so happily went back to slp, and jumped out of bed suddenly to realise it's alrdy 945. and guess what, this is th best part! when i jumped out of bed, i found my maid sleeping just nxt to me! OHSNOS! i literally panick-ed. got changed and thank God dad offered to send me to school.

was kinda stone-y th entire day. wasn't in th mood of doing anythng. seriously. and during ckt lab, ms Christina told me tht i've change-d. for th better. lyk she commented tht i was more serious in class now as compared to th first few weeks of school. HAHA! think i really did change. at least now i'm trying my best to pay attention during labs, cos it's lyk one of th few components tht can score!! HAHA! and right now, i really have th "i just want to get things done ASAP! and correctly" aren't you all just proud of me? (:

school ended at 5 today. didn't meet up wit alfred in th end, so was "wandering" aimlessly wit J after school. actuali wanted to go north point at first; then was prata at jalan kayu; then tauhway at geylang; then all in all decided for popeyes at airport. HAHA. super random. cos both of us didn't feel lyk going home so early and stuff. soyeah, popeyes was super filling thought at first was craving for sushi at sakae. but didn't go. HAH!

popeyes was such a full session. plus we laugh-ed so much that i think we were lyk th noisest ppl tht when we are lyk onli 2 person thr. YES! HAHA. we laughed and laughed and laughed. ohya, don't ever try popeyes's dessert cos it kinda suck! seriously. shan't post in detailed what happen-ed and stuff. roam-ed arnd and chit-chatted ALOT at T3's viewing mall. but apparently all you can see is your own reflection!!! :(

random-ness. i was thinking, if i were to ask to design my own house; my perfect house, there wld be lyk a balcony kinda thng just right outside my hse! and flooring outside must be wood. then it'll be a small bench thngy where i put my laptop and stuff! :D cos apparently, i just realise tht i lyk sitting on th floor while using my dear lappy! HAHA. (:

♥ SALVO!




picture of th day taken @ AMK after steamboat session ♥

• school was from 9am to 1pm today.
• ended early, had lunch at opp sch and slacked still 2plus.
• since WJ havnen't ended, decided to crash maths support grp wit J and shanice.
• upon reaching WJ txt-ed to say he's done.
• left LT to do wrtoral report not long after.
• met up at 4 and slacked; he played warcraft, i watch-ed YES MAN! on lappy.
• 540pm, WJ accompanied me go meet K which apparently was alrdy at studio.
• traing starts at 6pm.
• revised thought entire B 大组.
• went back to basics on th 90degrees thngy; tiring.
• 9plus, training ended; chatted much.
• home-d without dinner.

okay, that's basically what i did th entire day! nth much, but it was a fruitful day. and there's just sth i want to say out random-ly. if i were to say i totally don't care, and aren't missing you a single bit. i'm just lie-ing. and please, mark my words. i do what i say, and i knw actions speaks louder than words. wait and see. th day will come whereby, i can't contain th sorrows anymore. and then i'll just break-down.

♥ ICE-CREAM CHEFS!

overslept today and ended up being late for 10am lesson, but was within th 15mins grace period! (:

lesson wasn' t tht bad today, just a lil draggy i guess. was kinda lost in maths tutorial, cos didn't really understand what andrew was explaining abt phrasal diagrams and all. wasn't really feeling up to form and tht random guy at th door did not make thngs better. he knew my leg was thr but still forcefully open th door, and sadly it hit lyk damn hard against my heel. even now, thr's a red mark over thr. was damn frustrated lo. and th best part was, he didn't even apologise! WTH!

ICC wit J & mel today after school. then to parkway to walk arnd. so yeah, as usual chit-chatted alot abt stuff and all. mood was kinda affected after bringing up a certain topic. ohwell, i guess it's just me to have thoughts that are too random that i doubt anyone can keep up with th tempo. but things at it is, there's nothing much i can do about it.

♥ SWEETS!

SUNDAY; church in th morning. met up wit K at bugis straight after, then accompanied her to get her instrument stuff. and i'm lyk super tempted to take up lessons on how to play th yangqin!! HAHA! chit-chatted here and there, then bus-ed to AMK from there. met up wit some of th seniors plus vivian and off we go for steamboat arnd 6plus. got take photo, but have to get th photos from vivan first! (: though not alot of people went; chia wei, ruo han, wanyi, charmaine, liyen, vivian, kaleryn & ME! actually still got clement and eric. but apparently, clement had to celebrate his mum's bday & eric got held up by some stuff. so can't join us! sad-ed. totally. however, overall was really fun! shall organize another random outing again!!
YAY! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

MONDAY; met up wit J earlier to revise maths since it was quiz2 that day and school starts at 12pm for me. school-ed for 4hours as usual. what spoilt my day was maths quiz. cos stupid me mislook 16 as 6! and even calculated th entire wrongly. ohmans, i don't think i expect anything higher than 15 this tym round. sigh. ohwells, off to meet weijin, edmund, terrence, clement after tht, and decided to go opp sch for lunch since we had 2hours before salvo starts; clement went studio first though. shan't elaborate further abt what happen-ed opp sch! HAHA! (: CCA was AWESOME!. learnt finish B DA ZUalrdy! in terms of rhythm part. YAY! (: didn't join them for dinner and i knock-ed out almost immediately upon reaching home.

that's about all for updates; can't really think straight. head's hurt-ing lyk crap! :(

♥ STUCK!

I WANT E72!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥

homey day for me today; cos apparently yours'truely woke up at 2pm today! and as usual found th hse empty, except big stitch sitting at th edge of my bed; and i was hugging big bear! HAHAA (: bro bought lunch back for me though, and tht was when i really wake up! and it is a norm for me to wake up super duper late on saturday cos it's my sleeping day. so pardon me if messages/calls are not answered or replied if you call me in th morning, no matter what tym it is.

i'm craving for pepperoni pizza now!!!! actuali wanted to make my way down to siglap to meet J for ICC. but apparently, didn't cos was indecisive and stuff. considering it was alrdy 8pm when this thought came into my head, and J was oso craving for ICC. HAHA (:

okays, thr's salvo random outing tmr!! and we're gg for steamboat. meeting up wit K first though. not alot of them are coming, but sure will be very fun! YAY. can't wait! :DDDDDDDDDDD

♥ STATUS-QUO!

currently stuck to th song like i always do by Drew Ryan Scott. having tht song playing on repeat, and i just won't get bored over it! :DDDDDDDDD

EPT lab test was a failure today. and thr goes my percentage alrdy! damn it. next week will be EPT project week whereby it'll take an overall percentage of 50%! ohman, how to complete if i'm lyk kinda clueless over what is actuali happening. final verdict? i need to learn how to be independant during EPT. can't always ask for help every now and then. lyk checking if my schematic diagram is correct and all. i shld visit FAL more often to familiarize myself wit th equipment soon enought, before it's too late! :(

I GAVE IN TO TEMPTATION TODAY! i bought that navy green puma backpack today! (: but got it at only 29bucks, cos J's friend was working, so i got th bag at staff price!!! YAY! (: super happy, and went arnd telling ppl that i gave in to temptation to get th bag, but i was in fact very very very happy! (: but guess what, clement ong can't wait to see my bag on monday cos he says he want to steal it and re-sell it back to be at 38bucks. and we both have been going on and on abt who's bag is, and who's bag pwn who's bag! HAHA. damn retard!

CG was great today though not alot of ppl turn up at Jared's. fellowship was fun with fried rice cook-ed by darwin, kenneth and gillian; sunny-side-up by jared himself; super crunchy baked french fries; sausages plus pokka jasmine green tea!!! HAHA.

self indulge-ed wit lots of tomato sauce today!! i lyk! (:
plus i gave kenneth face by tasting his fried rice!!!!

and th french fries was so terrible that we all had to play games to sabo ppl to finish it up! ended up wit lots of laughter cos we playing animal game! HAHAHAAH (: and there's a retarded photo of D eating th pot of fried rice using th big rice scooper! oh and i just realise thr's still videos/ pictures that i haven't uploaded on facebook yet! once uploaded, please go see! it's super funny!! :DDDDDDDDDDD

random-ness; tomorrow shall be a homey day as usual. if not, i'll just gather my stuff to granny's hse in th morning to "camp" thr. things to bring include lappy, emaths, ckt. so tht i can revise work! HAHA.was just wondering if i shld drop by sub to say hi or sth in th morning! go visit th old crew! miss them lots man, cos they are super fun ppl to work with! YAY! (:

and somehow or another, i think i'm not gg to do anythng alrdy. i'm just going to let thngs stay th way it is right now. it appears tht you are hoping i do so, so i'm just giving in to you right now. but i really hope these awkward-ness is spared! ohwells.

♥ HECTIC!

colourful balloons never fails to make me smile; and how i wish these happy balloons will take away what i'm feeling right now as it all floats up into th sky.

feeling kinda gloomy right now. lives been kinda hetic, and i'm losing my sleep every now and then. it's lyk an average of 4hours a day of slp is wearing me down quite badly. it's lyk as if falling aslp in front of my dear lappy has become a daily routine. eyebags are getting kinda bad recently. 24hours sleep, where are you?

FIRSTLY;things are starting to get a lil awkward here and there alrdy. and i don't really lyk it. idk what's wrong and stuff, but it seems as if thr's just sth wrong. it might just be me feeling this way, cos all this while it was me tht actuali cared so much; or shld say i was just being a meddlesome person. th situation now is not lyk before whereby th conversation wld just be on-going. thr i was initiate-ing but all i got was a deaf ear i suppose. was this just lyk any others? whereby at th beginning; everythng was smooth sailing but now i might just realise it was all meant to be an illusion. i guess, you were just different. at least to me you are. i am trying to come up wit excuses just to make myself feel better.

SECONDLY;i'm lovesick over tht navy green puma bagpack i saw on tuesday. it was as if it's love at first sight. ohman! told clement how much i wanted th bag so much, but i really needed to save money and all. and mr clement told me to give in to temptation and i shldn't resist if i'm really tempted to get it. and he even came up wit helping me pay $2 cos i treated him to oreo choc on wednesday. plus he say he's too nice, so he'll only give me moral support! HAHA. actualli, coming to think abt it. it's really an awesome deal. lyk th bag is going at $39 when th actual prize was say $60-$70? have been brooding about wheather i shld i get it anot. ohwells, this shall come later. but apparently, i'm kinda afraid all is sold out when i finally have decided to get it.

THIRDLY;school work is starting to pile up alrdy. and this few tyms, distractions have been knocking in unknowing-ly. i can't seem to stay focus during emaths and ckt. emaths isn't tht bad cos it's maths afterall. ckt is such a killer. theorems after theorems. tutor didn't offer much help oso. guess it's all up to me to do my own revision alrdy. if not i can wave byebye to my expected GPA at th end of this semester. and i won't want to repeat this semester if i were to fail! OHS NOS! and tht cannot be happening. think i really need to ring up discipline before it all become to late.

i'm done wit ranting; and i feel lyk going down for a jog right now. seriously need to clear my head! should i or should i not?

♥ BLOCK-ED!

today was just such a tiring day, and i fell aslp during maths lec for th first tym. due to th fact tht i only slept for a short 4hours+ th day before. slept at 4am in th morning and waking up at say 8plus? i was so tired tht i thought first lesson of th day was a 9am lesson instead of a 10am class. plus i even told J tht i intend to skip tutorial. but still went in th end, since i was alrdy ready for school. HAHA (:

anyways, sleepy and restless day today until th tym whereby i 315-ed home from serangoon interchange. met up wit Alfred for a short while to chit-chat since haven't seen him for a very long tym, lyk seriously. th last tym i saw him was say i think after o's after posting. HAHA. still retarded as ever, was rubbish-ing wit him all th way from school busstop all th way until tamp interchange. but sad to say, i still don't have a heart for you. HAHA. shall date him out for dinner/lunch soon to do some catching-up. really miss those crapping tyms man!

soyeah, subway-ed wit amanda for dinner today. crapp-ed and chit-chatted alot here and thr over lots of random stuff. so sorry for eating kinda slow today! HAHAH. eating tomatoes too quickly can't enjoy la uh! HAHA. shopp-ed arnd and i saw this dark navy green-ish puma backpack tht totally caught my eye. and what's more it's going on a discount at only $39!! ohmy ohmy, so tempted to get it. but i needa save money!!! OHSNOS! :( feel so sad suddenly. was wondering if i shld ask for extra pocket money from parents ehs. shld i ?

ohwells, i'm having random thoughts again; not really a good thng if it happens all th tym though. was just wondering if it's just th tym factor tht's making me feel so mixed up recently. lyk looking at thngs at different perspective really do train yourself up for different situations. be it to look thngs at an angle whereby everythng just look so fine and do not allow yourself to sink deeper into sadness, and th other at a pessimist point of view. was just telling bestfriend tht i really miss talking to you. but it's kinda awkward to just start th conversation just out of th blue. and in return, i might not even recieve your response. i must be not in th correct state of mind to do such things man. plus it's not th wrong idea tht i want to portray. don't get it wrong.

♥ CRANKY!

CCA WAS AWESOME TODAY!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

in th midst of training today, th blister at my thumb area broke and apparently, th skin hanging thr was kinda annoying tht stupid me decide to just pluck it out, since it was a nuisance. and now once tht area touches area, th pain comes in. ohman, can someone just tell me how dumb am i? ohsnos :(

anyways, mondays being mondays. and mondays being a day whereby i look forward to every week cos of salvo, pass-ed by kinda quicly. sat thru 2 lectures and 2 tutorials today, and went off to th meet th usual grp of ppl;
clement, kaleryn, vivian, edmund.
lunch-ed at biz. crapp-ed alot, laugh-ed alot, lame-ed alot. it was a tym full of laughters. and stupid clement keep laughing at me cos i'll laugh/giggle and give tht super happy look every single tym i eat fries dipp-ed in tomato sauce. HAHHA. plus we all found out th fact tht when clement is depress-ed he'll laugh/cry at th same tym! ohman! HAHAHAH (:

off to studio4 afterwards. help-ed in setting up drums and all. and training thereafter!! finally get to see weijin today! so happy!!! :DDDDDDDDDD cos he didn't come for CCA last week! ohmans. HAHA. today learnt up to 90% of th entire score alrdy. and seriously, during training. somethng funny happen. it's lyk th juniors were all trying out on our own. and thr's this "bollywood" scene thr and then. and marshall was th tree!!! (: shan't elaborate further but it left vivian, kal, yeesin, edmund and myself laughing as if thr's no tmr!! HAHA. andand just by looking at E and K during training still makes me laugh (:

dinner/supper today was kinda pathetic cos only kal, yeesin, ryan and me join-ed th rest of th seniors. th rest either went home or just went dinner themself. sad-ed. but it was really a fun tym at macs with them. as usual, chat-ed;crap-ed;laugh-ed!!! (:
seriously made my day. can't wait for th random plan-ed outing this coming sunday!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

nothing for me to random about at this moment. cos all i have in mind is how am i going to complete my emaths tutorial within th shortest tym possible. if tht's not done, i can kiss my comfortable bed goodbye alrdy.
crap! aren't my dark rings deep enough!
i need my 24hrs slp very soon! :X

♥ ULTIMATE!

jared labels my hair as th ultimate, and tht i make me look super cute!!! HAHAH. damn retard-ed. everyone has been saying tht bangs is making me look lyk a small kid or worse-ly a doll! OMG :X

anyways, my travelling route for today is lyk damn imba!
serangoon > tampines > expo > bishan > city hall > hougang > serangoon
ask me why i travel-ed so much.

cos apparently miss yours'truely stays at serangoon, and actuali th plan of th day was have prata wit kenneth before heading to expo. but since i was lyk th one late, didn't had prata. service started late today, thus have to leave half way. on th way to bishan, miraculously, i was texting 3 different person at th same tym. kept me company throughout th train journey from expo all th way to bishan. was practically looking down at my hp plus typing/replying sms-es almost 100% of my tym! HAHAHA :D

headed to CO to find vivan, and got th dress i wanted at a stuff price since V was a stuff. happily got it and subway-ed for dinner! YES! TOMATOES MAKES ME HAPPY! it's just an inside joke. i was zihigh-ing and V kept giving th disbelieving look. well, i guess i just laugh-ed too much. laughter being th best medicine as always, it's just best to laugh as tym permits yourself to do so! (:

off to marina to find th rest;
jared,darwin,edo,shaun,dannon,jason, lionel,douglas,deb,flora,shelley,justine. i want th pictures, so i can post. but apparently i need wait for jared to send me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

randoms of th day; was just wondering if it's just me or not. catching-up is always a good option no matter what. cos if it occurs everyday, it's just kinda awkard and uneasy; as if sth is missing, when th hp don't vibrate just once, making me happy to see just those few letters on th first screen. ohwells, i guess it wasn't just meant for me. i shld just be contented wit what i have right now, thinking for th good and not being pessimisstic(sp?) over such small matters. i just have to keep this in mind; thr are still so many out thr tht are going thru life situation tht are far more worse than what i'm going thru right now. and thinking too much into th situation may result to th fact tht it'll not make matter better either way or another. it'll just make yourself feel so inferior comparing to someone you nvr thought wld be a topic of comparison. why not just choose a path whereby thr's no rocky road. but sad to say, tht's simply just impossible. period.

♥ REFRESH-ING!

i painted th tip of my finger-nails hot pink today - out of boredom.
sort of lyk it though! (:

went for my night-jogging today finally after a long break in between! felt super refresh-ed though half way through suddenly th area somewhr just behind th ear-loops started to hurt. then miss headache came knocking in too. terrible! :(

anyway, homey day today since by th tym i woke up it was alrdy 2plus3. so decided to just stay home and slack plus do some work which have been left undone! kinda failed for th work part, only manage to do a lil of emaths!! HAHAHA! soyeah, today was preeeettttyyyy relaxing for me. finally slowing done my pace of life. andand J's dad got her a e63 today! then monday gg to change to e71!!! ohman, i'm so jealous. i'm so gg to save and get e72!!!!!! i don't care alrdy. but apparently my dad made his stand very clear tht he's not gg to pay for me!! so, i just have to save!!! ohwells, i paid for my viewty myself too. (: what's more, e72's camera is a 5 megapix! i will be kinda crazy if i'm not tempted! HAHAHA (:

random; got a sudden thought through th day. i think i'm over th thng of being a first-stepper alrdy. okay for now, para from FML again!!! ;

Today, I spent hours arguing with my mother, who claimed I shouldn't make a three hour drive because I wouldn't be able to concentrate for that long. I argued that I was a perfectly capable driver, and left. In the last 2 minutes of the journey, I hit a van and messed up the front of my car. FML

♥ FRENZY!





that was when i haven't had my bangs. thinking of it, i miss my fringe! :(
can't wait for th fringe to grow longer, then i can push it to th side; lyk i used to. for now, it's lyk taking forever to grow. but i don't regret cutting bangs. really.

anyhows, 3hours of school today was a fun yet accomplishing day for me at least! EPT-ed as usual, but this tym round i was really paying attention in class. and i even drew out th schematic diagram myself! (: so th task today was to solder up ckt whereby when connected to Vcc and GND, th LED will light up + blink! on first attempt, LED lighted up but didn't blink. check-ed and check-ed. finally! YAY! :DDDDDDDDDDD

slacked arnd while waiting for shanice. crap-ed wit th girls plus jay loyd(sp?). damn funny plus retarded! can't rmb what we were talking abt then he brought abt th ckt lab test incident whr i almost cried tht one. cos apparently he was present when tht happened! ohman, so embarassing! HAHAH. ohwells, jay's th lab assisstant by th way! i think he's a holqa GL. can't rmb. shall ask him th nxt tym. and EPT lab plus theory test is nxt week. ohs nos, pray hard i don't screw it up! :X

andandand; i think my hp is diagnose wit E's hp "sickness". i need to send it for repair soon. can't stand it. it's lyk when unlocking th screen tht tym, it will have th zigzag line thngy appearing for say a few seconds then th screen will unlock. then plus, it's starting to hang alrdy. i hanged one tym this week. ohsnos. plus, i think my dear hp is having "internal injury" as well. have been facing this problem whereby either ppl can't recieve my txt or i will recieve a txt super super late as compared to th tym th other party send. take for instance, J txted be at 9plus and i only recieved th txt at 11. man! this is crazy. make me feel sad, i've only owned this hp for say 4mths, and it's th first hp ever tht is paid out of my own pocket. i'm using a LG VIEWTY btw.

random-ness again. have been reading FML for th pass few days. found some of those paragraphs really funny. and it shall be copied and pasted here for viewing pleasure!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

and i'm tempted to get th new E72 after it is launched into th market. got hooked on th keypad after bro got himself a e63!!!! man, i think i'm jealous. but come to think abt it, thr's actuali alot of stuff i wanna get;
CANON EOS REBEL, T1i ; NOKIA E72 ; CLOTHES FROM CO! ; SLIP ON SHOES ; BAGS !!!
i seriously need to start saving now!

Today, I went to the doctor. I told her I felt down all the time. She asked me a few questions and she told me I was depressed. She suggested to go home and find the sources of my depression. When I told my parents, they started laughing and said "Yeah, right." I think I found my source. FML

♥ TWISTED!

how come everyone is saying tht i'm dark - as in tanned. am i really tht dark? HAHA (:

day today was kinda okay for me i guess. lyk some sort zi-highing to keep myself awake. fell aslp in front of lappy ytd while chatting wit E. woke up arnd 3+am just to switch off laptop. ohman, this prove how tired i was. can't blame anyone but myself for being extremely stubborn lyk always. firstly, i was down wit a sneezing nose plus irritating cough plus spinning head but still went for training and dinner wit th rest. secondly, starved for th night as thr wasn't any choices for me to make at macs while th rest was having dinner. thirdly, all i had was a cup of ice milo while rushing thru research for wrtoral proj.

woke up in a daze. washed up and continued on proj research. and off to school for ckt lecture which was my first lesson of th day! (: tutorial after and bistrowalk for lunch! emaths lec then ckt lab test. lab test was fairly alright i guess. though sth happen-ed after test tht scare th shit out of me! lyk seriously. okay, this is what happen-ed ;

i totally forgot tht thr was 2 different papers for this lab test, and idiotly thought tht everyone was doing th same paper. so after completed everythng, left lab and was wit marcus and JW. then JW started talking abt KCL, dk what minus-ing 7, and in th ckt tht we were suppose to patch up, a resistor consisting of a violet colour code was not supposed to be used!!! thr and then, i was shocked. cos i clearly rmb-ed tht i do not have any answer tht have a number 7, plus i included a resistor tht had a violet colour code in my ckt patch up. yes, i freaked out almost immediately. cos ms christina, signed on my lab ws, and even said my answer looked alright and thr shldn't be a prob. was wondering, how wierd can tht get. how can ms C not tell me i was wrong but still signed. at tht moment, i seriously cried. YES i did :X after some moments, ms C came out. then i asked her. and she reminded me tht thr was 2 different paper and she rmb-ed tht i did okay!!!! (: OHMAN ! TELL ME I'M RETARD! I CRIED FOR NTH! &&& THEN I WAS HAPPY AGAIN! :DDDDDDDD

alright, so back to happy mood. trust me, i was lyk totally over th moon! jumping for joy literally and smiles were lyk all over my face. i was speechless-ly happy! (: Tamp1; subway-ed for dinner. and i got orange earpiece for my nano. since loyal 1-year old blacky died on me this morning on th way to sch. actuali half dead! HAHAHAH. CO-ed. and i was super tempted to get those denim shorts, both th lighter one and darker ones; and tht white/black circles spag dress! nice! but i look lyk a small kid in it! ohwells, i lyk ! (:

random-ness; it's tym i move on. no more negative thoughts, or when thngs do not happen, or when thngs do not happen to what i've expected before, it's better to think towards th good side! thngs do happen for a reason. and not having a response immediately might not be always a bad thng, and it does not mean tht thr isn't care and concern amongst it. sometyms alternate days, make everythng better. cos tht's when i knw, my heart is calling out! real loudly. and i lyk this feeling! (:

Today, I took a bike ride to enjoy the weather and stopped for a break on the sidewalk of an overpass, taking in the view of the beautiful hills. I was approached by a cop, who said to me: "Ma'am, I know your life is crap right now, but I'm sure it'll get better. Please don't jump." FML

♥ HEAD-SPINNING!

picture of th day took at stadium bridge located just outside indoor stadium last week after movie at KLP. onli posted it today, cos dear J just sent it to me say minutes ago! HAHAA (:

alright, i'm at school's lib right now. shld be doing proj, but here am i blogging. ohwellls. can't really concentrate and all ever since starting of th day. cos apparently mr head have been spinning th entire day even since ckt tutorial this morning. thought tht was bad enough, but came in mr cough and miss sneeze. and right now, i'm still sniffing/coughing here and there. ohs nos. this is terrible.

thinking on th bright side, there's CCA ltr. get to see all th salvo peeps. but th only thng is i'm afraid i won't be able to concentrate and stuff, cos of this stupid head-spinning thng tht i'm having now! all this must be caused by th terrible weather sg have, th minimal amt of slp i've been getting everyday, th lost of appetite tht i've been having, lack of water, pressure from various aspects. ohman, mayb i shld do what wanyi suggested. find a day whereby i'll do nth but slp at home th entire day! okay, i shall see abt it. & for now, proj tym! (:

random;

Today, I was at walmart when my stomach began to hurt. I quickly waddled to the restroom in pain. As soon as I got in the stall, a huge crap exploded out of me. The child in the stall next to me started crying. When her mom asked what was wrong she said that I'd "killed her nose". FML