SJC 7th awards ceremony!

heyo people!

everythng's back to normal alrdy, after that very big cry,

and pouring everythng that i was feeling out to BJ on thurs! PTL!

soyeah, SJC's 7th awards ceremony is FINALLY over!

after all those afternoons burnt out for rehearsal-ing from 245 to 6pm.

and that means choir do not need to sing th school song countless tyms again!

YAY!!! :DDDDDDDDDD

okays, this is wat happened th entire day:

1) reported to sch at 1300hrs.

2) gowns + make-up on by 1525hrs.

3) proceeded to waiting area before GOH arrives.

4) sang school song wit Angklung accompaniment.

5) went back to whr th awardees were sitting & wait to receive award.

6) was too bored, and started acting retarded wit GINA KOH! (:

7) FINALLY our turn came, thus went up collect certificates from mrs cynthia phua.

8) certificates got mixed up thus didn't get th correct cert.

9) went bk to holding area(lib) to touch up.

10) left for finale back at th hall at 1800hrs.

11) ended. got right certificates!! :DDDDDDD

that was abt it.

th whole day is seriously THAT tiring man!!

but yeah, i'm just gonna to have a super duperrrr GOOD slp tonight,

cos i'm lyk THIS EXCITED!!!! for service and children church interview tmr!!!

hahah :DDDDD PTL!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDD

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ps. pics will be uploaded soon!

privracy.

thr's this something that i just wanna rant out now .

i can't stand it anymore.

i just can't stand th situation that i'm gg thru right now,

that i seriously need a break from everythng and anythng.

what's wrong everythng that is happening arnd me?

backstabbing? hypocrites?

i just don't understand, what wrong did i do to deserve

such a plight that i am in right now.

ppl i tot i can confine in; ppl i tot i could place my trust in

has all turn out to be all just a mist that was covering my eyes.

what's wrong wit everything man?

what's wrong wit sharing tots of my own to another person,

having th trust that everythng's gonna be alright?

but at the end of th day, everythng that i've confinded in had turned

into a laughing facade to another person.

what's th whole prob man ?

what has th world become ?

apparently, everythng does not seem to be wat it seems to be.

a trust b/w th ppl have been broken,

th trust and confident i have wit th grp of friends i tot could be reali called friends

are just all gone;

in just an instance of a hp sms, shown to almost th whole world.

what's th use of pointing out the rights of having individual privracy?

it's just crap.

yes, u might say that i'm just being over-ly sensitive,

but how would u feel if any of u were in my shoes.

okays, it's just crap! lyk seriously.

i can't stand it anymore, why must it happen twice?

implicated by 2 different ppl, in 2 different situations.

birds of th same feathers REALLY flock tgt!

what more can i say ?

once bitten twice shy; PERIOD!

tired!

heyo people! back to update u guys on th past few days,
as i won't be blogging for i tink th rest of th wk.
th only tym u'll see me back in action wld be after easter i supposed.

MONDAY; 170308
1st day of school after th march hols.
wasn't reali in th school mood,
cos didn't slp th enitre night, chiong-ing hmwk.
and th thng that made that worse was th bad flu that
i had since sunday night; sneezing non-stop.
wasn't in th mood of gg o's music at first, cos wasn't reali feeling that well.
but went cos needed to check o's confimation for music.
soyeah, everythng ended at 620,
& by then i was reali super duper tired!
and th moment i got hm, i jus hit th bed and slept!
until abt 940 woke up, and had prayer conference wit my fellow connect grp members.
not bad yo, first prayer conference after so long!
PTL! :DDDDDD

TUESDAY; 180308
school wasn't too bad, cos thr was physics SPA!! --lyk finally! (:
so school ended wit a light note,
and th best thng was that dad picked me up frm school!!!! (:
went home bathed, then went to meet jasmine, huipeng, huimin at cp.
not long after, shayne came, then darwin, shaun, hongxiang and edo
ohya, still got shuyi :DDDDDDD
fellowshipped abit then went to buy stuff from popular.
actuali wanted to buy th keychain thng from minitoons for easter,
but do not have designs that were suitable.
soyeah, not long after, jasmine and shuyi went off.
then th rest of us went to th jap fair to buy food.
& trust me man, darwin seems lyk a mama boy.
from th way he chooses th food to buy, to th bag that actuali suits.
hahaha (: then me, edo and shayne keep laughing :DDDDDD
after that me, edo and darwin left first.
me and darwin dropped off at hg, while edo dropped off at pp.
after that i went hg mall's minitoon, hoping to find somethng suitable for easter,
but ended up empty handed when i left th shop :(

TODAY! ; 190308
today wasn't that bad.
all th lessons was actuali quite slack!
and trust me today, will sure be a super tiring day.
cos i've to chiong out my geog proj which is due tmr.
hais. gosh!!!! :(((((

happydoppie! (:

heyo people!

i'm currently down wit flu and have been sneezing for th past 1day,

ever since sunday night when i settled down to study.

butyeah, i feel that th week that just passed was a week of learning;

a week of learning to be strong;

and a week to be independant but dependant on God.

somehow what pastor phil pringle said on sunday impacted me,

and what david told me set me thinking upon lots of expects.

being a leader is definitely not easy to be,

and to be a successful leader, you have to be able to take criticizes easy,

and not heart; and take those critics as an opportunity to improve.

as wat pastor phil said, th anoiting of God; of th holy spirit will guide

u thru thngs that u are abt or gg to do.

in addition, th response u get from God is above everythng;

be it th unnecessary hustle or what so ever.

soyeah, th passed wk was indeed a fruitful wk for me,

and i'm believing as easter approaches, and when i get to interact and learn,

i'll definitely outgrow th ME" now!

yeah, ALLELUIA! PTL!

anyways, before i end off this post,

i'm am seriously very very very very very very very happy!

cos my dad surprised me wit th phone i always wanted!!!! W910i (:

YAY!!! :DDDDDDDDD

sec4 grooming course! (:

heyo people!

last 2days attending th sec4 grroming course wit fellows instructors.

overall it was not bad i guess.

1st day went supreme court, th eurasian house and changi chapel/museum(sp?)

th day was quite enjoyable having able to witness court cases

and th end of an appeal case, which was quite heart wrenching.

th whole thng ended at abt 430.

went home then went to meet th rest of th cg at bedok to chill.

had fun playing games at a place called "hide-out".

if u lost th game and all, u have to pick a forfeit from th forfeit tree.

forfeit included

jared sucking his thumb & gg to other tables and say "mamama..."

edwin walking arnd th place acting lyk a monkey

eunice gg to 2 other strangers saying "i'm a super hero, i'm gg to save th world."

hahaha (: trust me, "hide-out" gg to be a place whr i'm gg bk again in th future.

2nd day had some make-up/face care class in school.

was kinda bored cos darling Moh didn't come.

soyeah spent th whole tym trying to finish th book i've been reading.

headed out to Eatz, steak house @ yishun safra.

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okays, i'm done wit "th silver coin" by Andrea Kane (:

pictures/ reflections (:

heyo earth-lings! (:

promised to post photos ytd but in th end didn't.

sorry yeah guys! :(

but pictures are up-ed today! :DDDD

anyways, thr's this somethng that i want to share abt ytd's cg at mason's hse;

cg started off wit a game called "go,jump,back!"

how th games go is lyk th whole grp sit in a circle,

then just start counting according to th pulse given.

but when reach th number which consist of 3 OR a multiple of 3.

soyeah, th game just went on & it was reali enjoyable playing it! (:

cg officially started wit praise and worship!

okays, this is wat i want to share abt...

in th mist of worship, jared started to encourage us to take th step of faith to prophesy(sp?).

eunice started it, followed by hx, then david then jared.

in between them, i could feel th nudging of asking me to say a word

to encourage those who are either taking o's or n's or in general those who are still schooling.

but somehow, i jus didn't dare to speak up.

my heart was beating real fast, and my mind was lyk racing;

hesistating to say or not to say.

at th end of worship, that was it. i didn't take th step of faith at all.

i was feeling guilty, and could not concentrate when jared started preaching.

then jared started encouraging again;

though it was jus that few moments, it set me thinking.

he told us to prepare a word to share nxt meeting,

and that words of encouragement shld jus flow thru when he ask for it.

th bus ride to tp for music, set me thinking wat held me back;

was it fear? or was it that i tink i wasn't ready?

ultimately, th word fear has been in th bank dictionary of my life ever since th past.

if i want to breakaway from it, i have to dare th fear.

if not when will be th tym whr fear wasn't one of th reason

that held me back to thngs that i might regret not making th decision.

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peekturesssss! :DDDDD

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ps: i'm addicted to andrea kane's book! (:

back!

heyo guys!
sorry for not updating for lyk uber long,
cos didn't reali have th tym. d
actuali want to upload all th over-dued pictures,
but i jus realised that my bro brought th memory card reader out.
soyeah, will be posting photos majority-ly tmr yeah? promised.
anyways, i'm just gg to blog abt th past wk in general,
cos seriously i don't want th post to be too wordy! :(


this past week was not too bad i guess,
except on wednesday that i broke down cos of th stress.
anyways, ptm was ytd; and guess wat,
mum and i was lyk crapping throughout th whole ptm session in th hall
and ferlycia&mum who was sitting behind us, start to laugh so hardly.
hahaha (: and suhan ask me why i spoke to my mum as if i'm speaking to my friend.
but yeah, somehow my mum has been my bestfriend ever since a longlong tym ago,
though we went into a cold war say 4years back, whr we didn't talk to each other for nearly a mnth.
that was kinda bad cos none of us wanted to say "sorry".
& that maybe explains why sorry seems to be th hardest word.
hahaha (: but yeah, I STILL LOVE MY MUM!!!! <3
got back report bk ytd, mum didn't show any signs of unsatisfaction,
so i guess i did okays overall, just that i failed my science.
but no worries yo, will definitely accelerate during th process to o's.
oh thr's this somethng that i want to share wit u dear readers out thr
abt th re-assurance that God gave me during service last sunday;
it was into a tym of worship through th starting of service,
and then i was feeling a lil dry, i just could not feel God's presense.
i prayed & prayed that God will grant me th focus.
as i persevered through, God became to reassure me th scores i'm gg to achieve for o's.
at first, i was still abit doubtful when He showed me th no.12
" how can i achieve 12pts? at th rate i'm gg, it's impossible!"
but no matter how hard i rebut saying that it's impossible,
God continues showing th no. to me,
& somehow i felt him telling me that,
th day i get my results, will also be th day of rejoice when then
i'll see that wateva he's telling me then was gg to come to past.
upon having such assure from God, i was reali encouraged & touched.
soyeah, i'll just end wit
isaiah 49:16
"See, I have inscribed you on the palms of My hands;
Your walls are continually before Me. "



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ps: I LOVE YP ALOT ALOT ALOT! <3