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♠ avril! ♠ cara! ♠ charlotte! ♠ charmaine! ♠ clara! ♠ cassandra! ♠ cindy! ♠ david! ♠ darwin! ♠ edmund tay! ♠ edwin! ♠ elle! ♠ eileen! ♠ esther ngoh! ♠ fiona! ♠ gillian! ♠ joyce! ♠ jason! ♠ jaslyn! ♠ jasmine chye! ♠ lijie! ♠ matthew! ♠ melvin! ♠ mason! ♠ shing! ♠ stephen! ♠ trudy! ♠ teresa! ♠ vincent! ♠ wenglok! ♠ Ngyilin! ♠ yilin!
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/Tuesday, November 17, 2009
♥ IKEA!
ikea craves :>
school was alright today. just tht didn't report for duty this morning partly cos i was lazy and partly cos woke up not feeling really well. and yes, you read it right, i'm sick again. coughing lyk kinda badly, lyk gg from bad to worse. but well, thanks for th call E!
help-ed out in buffet lunch though. wit R and J. but end-ed up eating only ice-cream since didn't really have th appetite and all. met up wit V to watch salvo performance for tp artfest tgt wit a few others. they perform-ed really well. ohmy, totally got dian dao! HAHAHA. PCB after tht. my eyes were lyk hurting from staring into th computer screen. and all tht was running through my mind was, "HOW TO ROUTE THIS STUPID THNG!" lyk seriously. what top layer, bottom layer shit. if this goes on, my perfect eye-sight will become in-perfect alrdy. serious. tell me abt it, i've got a total of 7CUs of computer stuff a week. how lyk tht? HAHA.
met up wit best for meatballs at ikea. then ended up doing THAT for awhile before heading off. THAT has cause-d me so many sleepless nights but still incomplete! ohmy. sher, you needa speed thngs up. no tym no tym! and well, on a side note. i can't help but smile when i look at tht boy, seriously. ohmy, too bad. he's just one criteria away. think th girls and best will knw what i'm talking abt! HAHAHA.
Labels: i think i was stupid to ask abt tht.
11:59 PM
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♥ LONG-AGO.
need time to keep tht smile alive;
ahh wells, this space haven't been updated for a super long tym. cos apparently sher.tang have been super busy doing alot of stuff, or shld say attending to different thngs tht i barely have tym to switch on th laptop to blog or do any other thngs. ohmy. this mth has indeed been a super tiring month. i don't even have tym to slp. opportunities that i can slp is lyk on bus rides or on days when dad is in a super good mood. then will send me to school! seriously. and well, a brief update on what i've been doing recently! ;
- Salvo movie outing @ ehub.
- J's 18th bday chalet @ pasir ris.
- Salvo training on mondays and wednesdays @ school.
- Town-ed wit J.
- Finally got tht pair of white shoes from topshop
- Town-ed wit Mayp.
- Cafe-d and Korean food-ed wit Mayp.
- Bday surprise wit th girls.
- Town-ed wit V.
- Dinner-ed wit V and WJ.
- CCN day @ school selling rose rocher.
- Met up wit I after 3 long years.
- CCN's dreams performance @ audi1.
- Over-night-ed at V's hse.
- Hands percussion concert @ RP.
- help-ed out @ Tprawks.
that's basically what i've been doing. and goes without saying. there are thngs that i can't say tht i'm doing. cos apparently it's still meant to be a secret until this coming weekend. soyupp. just stay tune-d kayyyyy. i'll sure update this space anytym i can. really! HAHAHA.
Labels: idk why i miss-ed it so much .
12:32 AM
/Saturday, November 07, 2009
No pictures for today blog post.
cos i'm simply too lazy to upload photos on photobucket,
then ltr transfer them over here.
HAHAHA! :> i've got reasons why i'm lazy - reason being cos lately have been very busy doing stuff here and there. ohmy, i need tym for my sleeeeep! have been sleeping really lil lately! and lyk what B have suggested, i think i shld get myself a mattress on th floor, cos most of th tym, i find myself falling aslp on th floor rather than on my bed! ohmy. HAHAH! ohwells, what have i been busy abt lately? actually idk ehs, but what i knw is that i'm going to be busier as th week progresses! cos of club stuff, school work, someone's bday gift and all. soyupp BUSY!!!! and well today had first formal IES main-comm meeting today. got so many things to be done by nxt week! then by nxt meeting, each department have to do their own minutes and all, when i'm totally clueless what is it all abt. ohmyomhy. larlene! where are you?? HAHAH! i think i really need to manage my time well alrdy. so many thngs to do, so lil tym! whywhywhy!
cos i'm simply too lazy to upload photos on photobucket,
then ltr transfer them over here.
HAHAHA! :> i've got reasons why i'm lazy - reason being cos lately have been very busy doing stuff here and there. ohmy, i need tym for my sleeeeep! have been sleeping really lil lately! and lyk what B have suggested, i think i shld get myself a mattress on th floor, cos most of th tym, i find myself falling aslp on th floor rather than on my bed! ohmy. HAHAH! ohwells, what have i been busy abt lately? actually idk ehs, but what i knw is that i'm going to be busier as th week progresses! cos of club stuff, school work, someone's bday gift and all. soyupp BUSY!!!! and well today had first formal IES main-comm meeting today. got so many things to be done by nxt week! then by nxt meeting, each department have to do their own minutes and all, when i'm totally clueless what is it all abt. ohmyomhy. larlene! where are you?? HAHAH! i think i really need to manage my time well alrdy. so many thngs to do, so lil tym! whywhywhy!
Labels: give me more tym will you "?
3:20 AM
/Friday, November 06, 2009
Which one to tick? Lost.
ahhh well, have been really busy lately i suppose. if not busy means th fact tht i'm too tired to switch on th lappy to just update this space of mine, that i knw got alot of silent readers. HAHAH. thick skin i knw, but somehow it make sense.
so anyways, have been doing alot of thngs lately. lyk helping out in D-cup recruitment, CCA training, lunch-ing wit th mentors, HTHT wit L, dinner-ing wit ESC main-com, town-ing wit J to get J,s present but end up shopping on our own, HTHT wit J, and ofc getting my topshop shoes lyk finally! :> life's been busy and when going through deep thinking, it makes me sadly. really, to th point tht it brings me to th brink of tears. lyk literally. ohmy, i shld really learn how to cope wit myself.
and well, on a personal note. i'm shutting myself away from this situation tht i'm in. and see how thngs go. don't ask me what, this is kept within me. not even my bestfriend knw what i'm talking abt.
Labels: how long is th timeline for forever?
1:47 AM
/Tuesday, November 03, 2009
♥ MISS-ES
there are thngs this few days that are missing. idk what is it. please pardon this emo post for now, cos i'm currently thinking through lots of things. things that happened recently, and things that i've simply no idea why i feel th knot tighten-ing upon thinking it through. ohmy, this isn't a good feeling. but i still feel thr's a need for me to do some deep thinking. at least for now.
one, that sentence that i read keep re-appearing and idk why. and those thoughts tht i once had before came back unknowing-ly as i read through some stuff here and there. idk what is becoming of us. it's not as if there were something going on and all, but it's th ironies tht speaks in between tht i would lyk to question. mayb i was just thinking too much into th matter, and th friendship tht we have is just on th surface and you could well be talking to others in a way tht you'll nvr talk to me in. i've told myself repeated-ly tht this is all or more than i can ask, cos afterall you once said you don't lyk things tht tied you down. but i just don't uds why th difference? i need an answer. i'm lyk gg round in circles.
i feel tht i've changed. changed into someone tht i don't even recognize. idk, mayb i'm just weird. that ppl don't really uds what th hell is going on in my mind, or what some thngs really mean to me. expressing it in a wrong manner is somethng tht i always do. it's a habit. i need to change. but sometyms i do wonder why don't i even have th privelage to ask. if irritation is what you feel. tell me. i'll stop. stop playing games wit my mind and pulling me up at my down-iest point. i'm just asking you to be thr when i ask and make me feel as if you care. is tht all difficult?
Labels: i'm stuck. again.
1:29 AM
/Friday, October 30, 2009
♥ EVENT-FUL!
Food was great; company was Better! :>
School ended kinda early for me but wait-ed for Hid, supposedly to go for GL interview at SDC. but apparently someone was so late tht i had to wait so long but ended up gg for lunch at design wit th same bunch of ppl. HAHAH! slack here slack there befored heading home to catch some slp. left hse abt 5plus to meet C at his workplace before heading to meet th usuals to have a celebration bday dinner.
Dinner@Phin's was not bad i guess. but got a lil bored over th food that we actually switched out maincourse around and stuff. all wasn't present, only a few of us lyk; K,YS,V,M,RH,YW,GW,ME th rest either couldn't make it or had score to rush out. so yupp, crapp-ed over dinner and all. sent YW and GW off before meeting up wit E for movie.
Thanks for th company! :>
watch-ed jennifer's body. actually it wasn't as scary as what i imagined it to be, but it did shock me a couple of tyms while E was lyk totally expressionless. ohmy! HAHAH, lyk got no reaction and all one. ahhwell, th movie ended arnd 1plus and since thr wasn't any more buses available at tht tym, we walk-ed back to school to celebrate Matt's bday. reach-ed sch a tad bit earlier, so went slack outside some lab since thr were aircon and stuff. sat and chatt-ed; literally in monotone, cos both of us were almost totally zonked out. went down to celebrate arnd 3plus. luckily didn't get involve in th cake-smash plsssss. HAHA. back to lab area to slack or shld say slp while th rest went to bathe and all.
Joy.Laughter.Peace.Love :>
back to slack and cam-whore over at sports comm after tht. super got th FO feel plsssss. HAHAH! left arnd 6plus to take bus home since was working at 10. ahhwells, thanks E for sending me home and ofc most importantly,
for accompany-ing me th entire night! :>
Labels: it was more than i could ask.
11:59 PM
/Thursday, October 29, 2009
♥ 29.10.09
Cute small boy - for once.
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY
CLEMENT ONG SHENG JIE! : >
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11:59 PM
/Wednesday, October 28, 2009
♥ LATE!
Yes; that's all i could ever ask for. Now.
ahhhh well, life have just been th same lyk always recently. nothing much actually, just quite involve in engine stuff with th bunch of ever-so-high mentors! :> other than tht is th usuals; lectures, tutorials, labs. CCA- somethng tht i look forward to every monday and wednesday! it might be a chore for some cos CCA is outside school timetable plus it just eat well into th tym you can do other thngs such as studying or even just to be home earlier to rest.. but well, it's just sth tht i enjoy! :>
okay, enough of those word-load! thr's just this sth tht i want to get rid off my chest. today, or should say tonight. it hit on me again. th same old feeling tht i once had at th very beginning. my heart - at tht instant felt lyk a thousand ton, lyk as if a whole pile of stones and rocks have been added on me after what seems lyk a long tym. i miss-ed it. those tyms that were once somethng tht i kept looking forward too, or could see myself expecting it so much. i really miss-ed it. alot. i can't seem to express those feelings in words. it's a mixture of suck-y, sad-ness, or should say sth tht i thought i could give a shot into. but i guess, it was all a mistake that i learnt after a long long tym. and yes, through th hard way. but well, it all have to go. i wasn't given a choice. but if i were given a second chance, i would make it known how much it meant to me and for once take up th courage to question what are your priorities. ohwells, mayb it was all too late.
Labels: somethngs are meant to be changed.
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