♥ TIME FLIES!

TIME CHECK! : 3.00AM ; 16th June 2009.

shall adjust th time/date! (:

since my bro flew off to australia this evening. and he's probably soundly aslp over at his friend's hse by now, i'll be a very nice sister to have th photo i took wit him before he went through customs as th TOP picture today! (: you knw how much trouble i went through just for this picture to be taken. ohmans, it seriously took ages la. HAHAHAH :DDDDDDD

had my straight 12hrs of slp before leaving th hse today. sent bro off to th airport and train-ed down to tampines wit yeesin. chatt-ed alot and was actuali talking abt th camps we attended and how much we really miss them! (: and th final story of th chat was tht both of us are lyk super happening during th hols (:

met up wit szejia,huiwen,guowei,yuanwei,vivian at koipond area before gg studio4. today traijning was really fun man! lyk finally learn until 25% of B 大组 minus th actions and stuff today! (: damn fun plus a challenge to me, at least! it's lyk a sense of achievement/satisfaction when play without mistakes from th beginning until whr we learn today man! i lyk i lyk! seriously can't wait to finish learning th entire score man! WHOOO!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD soyeah, training ended arnd 840 and this waited for th seniors until 9plus before they had their debrief and we needed to leave th studio. and th mean while, cam-whoring session started! (: &&& i took photo wit weijin, kaleryn, guowei, felicia! (: had difficulty taking photo wit weijin man. it's lyk he keep don't want to smile nicely for me! HAHA. but in th end took one quite nice one! (: needa go grab from fel th one tht i took wit her man! (:

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bus-ed to CPF to have mac for dinner. finally for one we manage to seat inside whrby thr's aircon man!!! HAHAH. but can't help it though. today got lesser ppl and all. ohya, on th bus journey from sch to CPF, i was sitting beside wanyi. and borrowed vivian's camera and started to zilian. and we zilian is not take those perfect smile smile normal normal kinds ehs, but instead, we did retarded faces! all look damn funny. in one, wanyi even feels tht she look shuai inside la! HAHAHAH :DDDD damn funny, but th session had to stop when bus 69 sadly reaches th interchange! :(

bought our meals and all. then started crapping/talking all. damn funny la, all th conversation. shan't go into details and all. but seriously, DINNER AFTER TRAINING EVERY WK, MAKES ME FEEL SO HAPPY! (:72-ed wit ryan! lyk finally, thr's someone tht takes bus wit me after dinner! cos it's lyk majority of them stays yishun tht area thus mostly 969 and i'll be th one and only soul left taking 72 home or sometyms having my dad fetching me. SO HAPPY!!! (: alright, chatted on th bus all and he wanted wit me until 25 came! THANKS SO MUCH! if not i think i wld have freaked out at tht empty busstop! HAHAH (:

alright, tht's practically my day! gg to meet up wit bird tmr for late lunch/early dinner after her Proj.meeting. & hopefully can meet jo up too. got loads to tell her mans! (:

and guess wat, this thought suddenly went through my mind. "what if things just happen in a way tht we do not expect it to happen? if it happens to me, wld my mind just be a blank spot; accept th truth, or just turn a deaf ear?" very random i knw. but right now, i sorta affected by some stuff, and idk how to express myself even to my own personal self. ohcrap, what am i saying. okay, random-ness. am i really tht affected by it tht, i'm actuali feeling sad over such matters? and a matter of fact is tht, i don't even knw if my assumptions are right, from what i saw. i'm not surprise wit what i'm experiencing right now. but i took me quite awhile to digest, cos i finally realise tht i'm actuali quite deep in th hole. and just wondering if i shld stop myself from growing deeper, cos now it's all up to me. but seriously speaking, i lyk thngs th way it is right now. just tht, thr's doubts/confusion here and thr. ohwells, think i'll just leave th thinking for tmr.