cold winter.

i don't want to do what i'm doing now.

my heart aches th moment i speak words i don't wanna say.

i just wanna say thngs my heart reali speaks.

but somehow when i try, it'll fail.

i reali wished to ask those questions,

but whatever thngs that comes out from my mouth seems to be in contradictions.

it's not onli you that miss th old shermagne tang.

i miss it too!!! i want my old self back; i want to be th same as before.

i want to tell you how much i miss those times;

how much i miss those trips to

TP library, AMK library, SK library, AMK hub, TP hub, TP entertainment centre's mac,

Queens ikea, Vivo starbucks, Vivo DIY fix shop, Vivo mart;

those walks from AMK library to AMK hub,

those walks from TP library to TP hub,

those nonsense that were done in th library, TP mac, queens ikea;

those bus rides from TP to serangoon, from AMK to serangoon;

those toastbox treats and those red tea treats from sweet talk;

& most of all i miss those long chats until th wee hours of th morning.

i remembered, once we chatted all th way till 3am in th morning.

i remembered, those tyms when i called you crying and u didn't knw what to do.

i remembered, u wanted to sacrificed your study time just to acc me.

gosh!! thr's so many thngs that i want to do again.

i want an encore!!

tyms when i said i want to go MIA, you were pissed.

at that moment, i wanted to ask you if u knew how tired i were,

trying to please everyone arnd me,

but all i needed was jus a phone call or a simple msg.

i wanted to tell you so many thngs that somehow i just spoke in contradictions.

i dunno why?

all i know is i reali miss th old me. alot.

mayb more than you even knw.

period.