♥ THAT'S IT!

idk what to feel; & tht suck.

okay, so anyway. met up wit JY and LH today for abit before heading to school for training. satisfied BnJ cravings at cathay. and went seperate ways after a tad bit over at made wit love. seriously think i shld make a trip thr and mayb just spend a few hours thr choosing pretty papers, rub-ons, and to mayb gain some inspiration on card-making since quite a number of friend's bdays are coming up! :>

training was great today-at least for me; though th skin area outside th blister tht i have on my thumb sort of tear after th first full-score drumming straight after PT. PT wasn't as bad today as compared to monday though th muscleaches were almost everywhr recap-ed here and there; brush-ed up here and thr. and thr'll be sort of a test thngy nxt wk on B.DAZHU. and this tym round is without any guidance from th seniors. but well, shld be alright i guess, only a few parts tht i'm not really confident in. shall watch videos, and practice on my own!! HAHA :>

okay, apart from those above. i've just got sth tht i want rant out, or shld say make it a point to. at least i'm trying to, and yes. human speaks in ironies. so well, after this 2days. or shld i say, i'm giving myself another 2more days. after these 2days, i'm just gg to put myself on th "wait-ing list". shan't elaborate further. but even if i were to give in a couple of tyms, i shall force myself into a mindset whereby i won't be anticipating a response. and tht what i'm doing is just a form of stupidity tht i'm wallowing myself into. plus a matter of fact; i don't think th other party even take into account or putting it in a blunt way. th other party can't even be bothered. and ofc it's not a big issue either. FUCK IT! :<