♥ NATIONAL DAY!

• Time check: 2 13 AM
• Day: Monday.
  

great company! ♥

so much for being patrotic, and a singaporean uh. majority in black. or shld i say R and YS were th only two that weren't in black today! HAHA(:

FIRST thing up was over at tampines central park whereby we watch-ed th seniors perform! as good as always, at least for me. and i'm really sorry for being late today. lyk made K, YS and PS run since salvo was lyk gg to start to perform and stuff >.< anyways, helped to move th drum stands and all; back to school to slack wit th seniors until abt 1115, before heading to carl's jr for lunch. picture above is not th full grp cos some of th seniors left for home, some for performance and etc. soyeah, but nevertheless, they were great company. lyk lots of laughter and stuff. can't wait man, think they are lyk planning a chalet thingy this coming hols!!! WHOOO!! (:

SLICE; dessert! ♥

head-ed off to town wit YS and K after tht to meet V to shop around! (: had dessert at SLICE before walking around. YS left early when i was putting my silver strips hair extentions, which prolly just took a few minutes or so. K did th same too though! (: lyk finally, i put it after so long of indecisive-ness! was considering to put more and stuff, cos it's lyk 4strands isn't that visible actually. HAHA. ohwells. shop-ed around before heading over to paragon. went muji and didn't find what i wanted. sad-ed, so end up just getting milk tea from there. walk-around before heading for K's house. was a total change of plan. initial plan was to lyk catch fireworks display at marina, but apparently too many ppl arldy. soyeah. bus-ed over to woodlands.

lots of love! ♥

TON-ED quite a bit here and there. more of chatting than anything else actuali. watch-ed snakes on plane as well as SI auditions that set all of us laughing our ass-es off some really ridiculous performances! HAHA(: crap-ed here and there before leaving for dinner/supper at some coffeeshop. where we really did some chit-chat sessions. not much of a heart-to-heart. but at least, th conversation did make us get to knw each other better and all. YAY! (:

kway-chap! ♥

KWAY-CHAP-ED for dinner/supper. and had a heart-warming conversation wit both V and K. chatt-ed quite abit until about 11plus, before V and i decided to head home and stuff, if not we'll miss th last bus home. but end-ed up train-ing instead. was really glad to share wit V things that i never thought i would. but sharing those things, really do make me think back upon alot of things. alot of things that had happened, of which some that i regretted not putting in more effort to change th situation/circumstance and all. ohwells, lyk what i told V. along th path, there will always be falls/trips that we'll come across that will definitely hurt; but through this experiences and falls, it forces us to stand up once again, and tht is when we learn. though it will be tough. but we just have to persevere on and when we look back, we'll find it all worth it. lyk what th saying goes, what doesn't make you fall, makes you stronger!

it sets me thinking once again tonight, about this 20% that i've always been trying to avoid. but recently, i realised that not only am i living in it, i am lyk trying to run away from it. false fronts become sth that is habitual to me. hiding from it seems to be sth that i'm getting a hang off alrdy. and tht isn't sth tht i want to portray. it's lyk i've been doing alot of deep thinking recently, be it randomly or whatsoever. i'm lyk getting myself stuck. stuck in this mess that i've created myself. i see myself falling deeper inside. but truely and deeply, i knw tht it's a one-sided thng tht i'm facing. i've to learn how to protect myself. too much deep thinking is not good. ohwells, i guess i'm just not good at words. th mind works in a way whereby i'm totally speechless.