♥ SELF-COMPLICATIONS!

picture of the day was taken in TP's library, when i was total bored of doing wrtoral. and thr was mr shaun, using mine laptop's camera to zilian. so i suggested why not we just take a decent photo! hahaha (: okays, i find th pic not bad, but someone uh. say not nice cos can't see his blue contacts. -.-

hahah. alright, back to updates on today. nth much happen today, until when i reach hm. i realise tht everythng from my thumbdrive is GONE ! yes, you've read it right. my thumbdrive was completely empty, without any of my photographs, photo-edits plus wrtoral material. i had th shock of life, and called jovina immediately to complain. i couldn't retrieve anythng, and was seriously on th brink of crying. cos it's lyk th photographs tht i've inside includes all my oversea trips to japan, hk and korea! but i couldn't do anythng at tht point of tym cos i needa rush off for piano theory at toapayoh which starts at 745. but, i was still at home at 720. gosh! ended up cab-ing down. couldn't concentrate throughout th entire lesson. tht 45mins lesson, for once felt lyk 10yrs! OMG! anyways, email-ed ms alice not long ago. really pray hard tht she can return me my RJ and speech outline so tht i can make a copy and then use it for presentation. (:

okays, another random note; i think i'm such a complicated individual. was just having some random thoughts otw home from sch in th afternoon. was just wondering how come i said i wld let go, but at th same tym wished that you'll not treat me indifferently. sometyms i wonder what's wrong wit me, that i deserve such treatment. shld i look it at th optimistic way or just th opp?