♥ CHICKEN LITTLE! (:
picture of th day is taken after ckt lab today! (: kinda random how to photo was taken. it all happened during break, and th entire grp was at ITAS having lunch. then junwen and bryan was taking photo. wanted to "intrude", but then failed to. HAHAH (: so ya, requested to take when ckt lab ended ! (:
alright, lets see what happened today. lessons was alright today i suppose. but lyk not alot of laughter. put up a facade of cheer-y attitude, though i knw i wasn't wat i am portraying. how ironic. ohohoh, i saw eric in sch today!!! so happy. okays, it's kinda random i knw! but you knw, i'm a complicated individual tht me myself kinda don't really uds myself fully, and i kinda doubt some ppl who say they actuali do uds me. ohgosh! this is lyk a messed up jigsaw puzzle. HAHAH!
sch ended at 5 today. bus-ed to macpherson before changing bus to go to kovan to meet bettina and richard for chcc visitation. today wasn't really exactly a good day to visit though. cos of th weather and all. th kids are oso falling sick! ohgosh! not forgetting th fact tht both bettina and i are both sick too! :( visitation ended at arnd 8plus, went over to gardens to find bird! totally miss her lyk crap mans. it has been a long tym since i really sat down to do some catching up! MISS IT SO MUCH MANS ! :(
okays, a random side note; chatted wit bryan over msn just now.
felt what he say was kinda true;
"people dont know what they have, until they lost it." recently have been experiencing things tht i've nvr had experience before, not ever once. and really felt kinda weird and was seriously wondering how come i'm th only one being treated differently as compared to th rest. even a bystander agree wit th statement tht i just made. if it all seems so obvious, maybe he's th only one tht is being oblivious to whatever he's doing and the resultant of th causes. i've tried my best to just ignore th entire situation, but it's really kinda hard for me to totally shut a person totally away from my world/life. but i'm just human, it's really tough to be th happy person always. swallowing everythng deep down and just burying it till noone but myself can see.
"people dont know what they have, until they lost it." recently have been experiencing things tht i've nvr had experience before, not ever once. and really felt kinda weird and was seriously wondering how come i'm th only one being treated differently as compared to th rest. even a bystander agree wit th statement tht i just made. if it all seems so obvious, maybe he's th only one tht is being oblivious to whatever he's doing and the resultant of th causes. i've tried my best to just ignore th entire situation, but it's really kinda hard for me to totally shut a person totally away from my world/life. but i'm just human, it's really tough to be th happy person always. swallowing everythng deep down and just burying it till noone but myself can see.
DOES IT REALLY PAY TO BE THIS NICE?
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