Sunday, September 30, 2007

breaking th hiatus.

hello people! :DDDDDDDD
i know i know, i'm on a hiatus and i'm not suppose to blog
but to be spending time wit my books.
but somehow, i jus needa break th hiatus!!!
hahahah :DDDDDDD

anyways, i'm feeling reali stressed up.
thinking back upon those study hours that i've clogged
i just wonder if all that i've studied reali got into my head.
th first paper of EOY has started,
and th nxt is this coming wednesday!!
gosh!! then wld be ss and emaths on thursday.
i'm seriously feeling th stress and all!!
peer pressure, parents pressure, teacher pressure, self expectations.
everythng is jus starting to build up.
and th worse is tt when thngs arnd starts
to happen jus so quickly that you can hardly catch a breather.
tyms when i'm feeling lost; staring out into th blanks.
and hoping that as thngs goes by every now and then,
everythng wld jus become better, and thoughts won't go wild.
somehow, i feel reali down at tyms when i find it hard to
express what i'm reali feeling, and that nobody reali knws anythng.
but life just have to move on i guess.
cos' i'm happy that i'm in th reign of th Almighty,
and thru this period of tym when i'm saffocating,
i knw He's always thr and He cares for me.
everytym i rant it out on Him, i knw He'll listen
and somehow show me th way, and light up th path i shld take.

" delight yourself also in the Lord,
and He shall give you the desires of your heart." - Psalm 37:4

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