♥ LATE!

Yes; that's all i could ever ask for. Now.

ahhhh well, life have just been th same lyk always recently. nothing much actually, just quite involve in engine stuff with th bunch of ever-so-high mentors! :> other than tht is th usuals; lectures, tutorials, labs. CCA- somethng tht i look forward to every monday and wednesday! it might be a chore for some cos CCA is outside school timetable plus it just eat well into th tym you can do other thngs such as studying or even just to be home earlier to rest.. but well, it's just sth tht i enjoy! :>

okay, enough of those word-load! thr's just this sth tht i want to get rid off my chest. today, or should say tonight. it hit on me again. th same old feeling tht i once had at th very beginning. my heart - at tht instant felt lyk a thousand ton, lyk as if a whole pile of stones and rocks have been added on me after what seems lyk a long tym. i miss-ed it. those tyms that were once somethng tht i kept looking forward too, or could see myself expecting it so much. i really miss-ed it. alot. i can't seem to express those feelings in words. it's a mixture of suck-y, sad-ness, or should say sth tht i thought i could give a shot into. but i guess, it was all a mistake that i learnt after a long long tym. and yes, through th hard way. but well, it all have to go. i wasn't given a choice. but if i were given a second chance, i would make it known how much it meant to me and for once take up th courage to question what are your priorities. ohwells, mayb it was all too late.