stayed home th whole day today
watching taiwanese drama- my lucky star.
cried my eyes out while watching th show.
trust me, it is th first ever show that made me cry so much okays!!
watched till abt 4plus 5 when i stopped cos was having tummyache.
ran to th toilet & ended up throwing up.
vomitted and vomitted as if thr was no tmr; terrible man.
popped in penadol and went to slp.
woke up arnd 7plus & thank God i was feeling a lil better.
msg-ed and ring-ed up bestfriend after 4days!!! much miss man!!!
but.. th whole conversation seems so stranger lyk.
i mean lyk it felt so cold; it felt as if we both nvr known each other.
i felt lost; i felt scared; i felt worried;
th first thought that came into me was " what am i to do? "
tears just flowed down lyk taps after hanging up.
i was totally lost. i reali miss bestfriend alot alot!!!!!!!!
but thr's nth i can possibly do.
" passing remarks taken as real words from th heart;
results turned out to be heartaches & disappointments.
what's th use of putting in so much effort?
disappointments is wat you'll get in th end."
however, i'm just gg to persevere on; i will wait.
though th decision that i'm making
might just make me reali tired after a period of tym;
but i don't want to live regretting wat i shld have done.
-
" i'm sorry, i don't know you that well. "
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