revelations.

hello world!!!

i'm back to update u guys upon wat went on today!! (:

as u all noe from th new, o lvl's result is being released today!!

gosh!! i was thr at th school witnessing how th whole sec4 graded as a cohort;

and at th samw tym witness th sec4 recieving their results from thr FT.

generally SJC did a good job in this yr O's, having attained quite a number of distinctions.

butyeah, kinda worried for for th current sec 4/5 cohort,

as we are not that ON as compared to th previous.

my reaction when i see tears of disappointments; tears of joy; & how well th cohort did was,

just simply SHOCKED! seriously.

i was jus stunned upon how well th previous batch did for their amaths,

having almost half th lvl getting distinctions!! OMG!!

i was lyk wondering if i could ever achieve such results.

top scorers were announced and yeah, GOOD JOB GUYS! (:

ohya, guess wat my pri senior amanda lee, attained a straight 8POINTS for L1R5!!

when i heard that i was once again SHOCKED!

as in not in th bad way, but shocked in a way that a normal human being

can actuali score such good grades!!! (:

soyeah, headed home after having meesua for lunch wit beth, yp, cindy and jaslyn.

met beth at 6 to study at hg mall, but onli managed to complete emaths.

then went over to join eunice, shawn, shayne and jiefang who were oso at mac.

was reali worried abt myself, upon overseeing th scene of th result taking;

i was practically imagining th worse that could ever happened.

couldn't take it and went to th waskroom to let it all out.

and guess wat, i didn't know that i was that weak; i didn't know that i was shaken.

i mean it's th fear in me that kept on harping upon my thoughts.

so left ahead after packing up stuff.

who knws, the moment i stepped out of mac, i jus start crying.

walked and walked and walked.

and as i walk, i prayed and questioned God why am i gg thru all this;

why am i actuali feeling th stress at th starting of th year when i nvr felt it before ever.

i paryed and prayed and prayed.

& then th song "God of my Forever" just started to play in my head.

as i continue to worship and praying to God,

i felt God speaking to me :

" shermagne, u must not be afraid. i believe u can do it & i've faith in you.

i having faith in you is sufficient enough to overcome th fear that's in you.

remember, times when u are faithless, i'm always faithful."

i reali thank God. i reali thank God for speaking to me so close to me.

& by th tym i found myself reaching serangoon, i realise that

i walked home from hg mall.

WOW! how amazing!! (: