pointless.

life since pointless at this point of tym. seriously, and thats period.
i tink i should just isolate myself from this world,
and onli do thngs that i need to do.
it's lyk th whole world has it's back on me,
and reali i jus find it pointless.
at th lowest point of tym, when thngs just don't go right.
and tears and crying seemms to be th onli solution.
when thngs go wrong, i reali wish i could turn to someone
who will listen, someone who will understand what i'm gg thru.
i reali wish i would have someone i could run up crying
and pour out every single worries and doubts i have.
but who? everyone seems to be speaking in contradictions.
sometyms i wonder if does it even matter if an accident occurs?
does it even matter if i just suddenly went MIA?
do people even realise that i'm missing?
and answers from th ppl arnd me just made me understands & find th solutions
to th many doubts. does it reali matter that much?
maybe it's just me,
but it just hurts so much when ppl close to your heart,
say thngs that you never ever want to hear from them.
and a simple conclusion has derived.
" you don't make a difference, and whatever you've done will nvr be enough.
you just have to accept thngs as it is,
and in your life. it is onli you, and youstand in solitude."
period, i'll be gg on hiatus.