misses.

will be at th airport in 7hours tym.

flight is at 8am.

am i excited? i dunno, maybe yes, maybe no.

yes cos it's th first tym i'm in korea, & i love winter.

no cos nobody will knw what's gonna happen next.

somehow, thr's lots i wanna say to alot of ppl.

but then, when a conversation starts,

it's jus a plain bonvoyage, takecare & goodbye.

thr's still so many thngs i wanna say,

but somethng seems to be preventing me from doing so.

these days, i dunno why?

once night falls or when i'm alone, it's th tym when i tink th most;

and tink things for th worse.

gosh!! this is bad, and this is not gg to bring me anywhr. i dunno.

i'm confused, stuck in a situation i reali wanna get out of!!!

sometym i wonder why i'm showing a facade in front of ppl,

and why am i always acting everythng is fine, when it obviously not.

it's jus wierd having thoughts of th same over and over again.

i don't like it, & i want it out of my brain!!! i can't stand it anymore

-sigh!- howhowhow?

shld i or shld i not call bestfriend now ?

or shld i just go MIA?