screw-ed.

hello people!! :DDDDDDDD

yesyes, i knw at this timing i shld be studying and all.

but yeah, i'm feeling a mix-ed kind of feeling now

and i can't seem to concentrate.

i need to rant to someone reali badly,

but apparently i can't seem to find anyone i could talk to.

tear-ed a few moments ago when i hung up th phone.

it's just heartbreaking hearing a close friend feeling terrible;

having a close friend feeling going under depression.

it's just an unspoken kind of solace when it's kind of heartbreaking.

thr's nth i can do to help

since whatever that need to be said,

has alrdy been said and somewhat, it just don't seem to help.

it's lyk wondering if my existance reali matters.

jus feel terrible!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARH! how man?

and now i'm feeling lyk as if i'm kind of useless in whatever i'm doing.

i've been trying my best to do th best i know how,

but everythng jus does not seems to go right at all?

Oh Lord, i reali pray you'll give me th strength and wisdom.

i reali need them. need them reali badly.