irritations. tolerance.

hello people!

thr's this somethng that i jus need to get off my chest.

so just bear wit me for awhile.

okays, i'm just not myself this few days.

or shld i say weeks? ARH!!

i'll just get irritated by almos every single thng,

and i seriously don't know wat's gg on.

i've been trying to be as normal as myself but it doesn't seem to work.

i seriously don't know what's wrong wit me!

i want to tell someone, but i can't.

it seems lyk somethng is holding me back whenever i want to do so.

i jus can't stand myself.

everytym when i act everythng is normal,

it jus doesn't seem that way.

ohgosh! wat's happening to me?

i can't stand it! i can't stand myself!!!!!

i need to talk to PERSON, but i can't.

i seriously don't know what's happening?

i feel lyk crying it out, but somethng is stopping me from doing so.

i feel lyk screaming my lungs out,

but somethng is stopping me from doing so.

when i do my QT, i always end up ranting to God

and praying that He'll take away all my unspoken worries;

all my unspoken burdens; all my unknown troubles that have

been harping me for th past few weeks.

i'll listen to PnW songs everytym i couldn't slp,

and end up crying myself to slp.

this must stop!

i'm breaking down soon, but i can't seem to tell anyone.

i want to call PERSON! but i can't.

oh God, pls show me a vision, pls give me th wisdom of wat to do.

i can't stand it anymore.

i don't want to put on a facade in front of my friends.

i want to be th same me again.