unaware-ness.

not inth mood last few days though piano exam is over.

shall not go much into details abt it la.

anyways, piano exam was okays i guess since examiner was nice.

scales was fine th onli thng was i screwed one of it;

pieces was fairly well especially my DEBUSSY,

but scarlatti was a disappointment when i felt my fingers freezing.

sight reading was okays i guess. it was a c major but wit lots of accidentals.

aural was fine except for lower part singing;

i went off but melodic shape was there so i guess it shld be fine.

and PTL i could do modulations this tym round when i couldn't when ms lee

gave me during th last few practical lessons before th exams.

soyeah, in conclusion i shld be able to make it past this tym round.

went to watch HARRY POTTER at the cathay

wit tianyi, dannon, mason, avril, yilin, lavinia, debbie, huiwen.

th show was quite a disappointment for me cos'

i tink th show didn't bring out th flavour of th story

as compared when i read th book.

but i stil tink daniel radcliffe is handsome! when many was against it.

ohwell, what to do.

hahaahah :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

after that train-ed down to hougang to meet trena for dinner at hg mall.

didn't feel lyk eating so jus stoned thr wit deb while th rest was eating.

in between suddenly i thought of somethng that sort of make me no mood;

don't ask me th reason yeah? sorry.

and so coincidence that i saw my postcards were being dirtied at th table.

and cos' of it a quarrel sort of began

and by then i couldn't hold back my tears anymore

and ran to th restroom to let it all out.

didn't feel any better after that but cos' were wit th others. soyeah (:

at that very moment, i seriously feel lyk jus picking

up th phone, dial th number and jus rant it all out.

but wasn't in th mood of talking then so end up didn't call.

ARH!!! today wasn't any better.

many occasions in school, i felt lyk breaking down but i tolerated.

onli until th tym during choir when was talking to avril,

i almos broke down but i held back again.

gosh! what am i to do? i'm gonna break down soon.

okays, thats abt it. i'm done wit rants.

i'm off to spend my quiet time!

ciao! :DDDDDDDDD