♥ EXPRESSION-LESS!

my 10-fingernails has three different colours! of which 2 look similar! ♥

this shall be a very random post okay? there will not be any updates abt what happened today or what i did today! - totally nth of tht sort alright. and pls pardon th emo-ness, cos as stated th few previous posts, tht i'm currently living in my 20%. for those who dk. i spend 80% of my tym laughing/being crazy. th other 20% wld be those emo-shit tht i knw i shldn't let myself feel. but emotions being emotions, i'll just let it run wild once again. and it'll be once and for all. i'm so sorry, this is just th other side of me.

alrights, this post shall officially start here, right now! ;

all this tht i'm feeling right now, i knw it's just one-sided. cos th other party will be fully unaware of it unless i make it known to him/her. i really felt my heart sank to th bottom th very moment i saw what i saw. idk what got into me, cos it nvr did occur to me tht thngs could be this complicated until tht very night, whereby i was just randomly browsing thru some thngs. it didn't occur to me tht i was actuali this deep into th hole, until it hit me so hard, tht i literally felt sad and was left speechless/expression-less. i just had one straight face. i seriously feel tht i'm kinda stupid to actuali think so deep into th matter. cos afterall, it might just be me tht is initiating and expecting so much more. thr am i advising ppl tht we shld all knw and manage our expectation well. but here am i expecting so much, yet knw-ing and knw-ing tht i was just reading too much into it. how dumb can a person go. i really wonder.

it has been kinda long ever since i felt this heaviness tht i'm feeling right now. my heart is really heavy. thinking back, isn't it just obvious and a general knowledge thng tht anyone, just anyone will be this nice and all. nvr did it cross my mind tht it happens to anyone - siblings. th greater th expectation, th greater/harder th impact of th fall will be. i find myself quite dumb coming out wit all those plans thngy to make sure tht i stop what i'm doing; i find myself quite stupid holding on to th hp, waiting lyk a fool, having in mind what to expect for ; i find myself quite an idiot waiting up till th wee hours, knowing tht what i wish-ed for wld nvr happen. but it's always at tht brink of moment, when i tell myself i shld stop being foolish, tht you came knocking.

mayb this tym round, i was really willing to give it a shot. but i knw, i'll nvr be good enough. cos thr's someone out thr, tht i feel tht you've alrdy have tht someone in mind. i think right now, all i can do is do what i always do. being tht crazy.happy.always laughing.always high to th max. kinda person tht you knw. i knw i can do it. and th feeling tht i'm feeling right now, will just fade away over tym. then my full 80% will come back!

my heart sank to th very bottom th moment i saw it.

man, why is this happening;

SHUT UP SHER, AE HAVE TO CARRY ON!!!!!!

even though, it might not even make a difference.

but at least, it'll make me feel better.

it'll somehow or another make me not think so much. ohwells.

P.S i'm still not over you by rihanna is stuck in my head!

♥ LITTLE-TALKS!

pic of th day taken wit best at bishan interchange while waiting for bus 58 (: ohyes, my back is starting to peel alrdy, super ugly. plus th skin on my back feels lyk scales now! OMG! damn disgusting!! EWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :((((((((((((((((((((

okay anyways, slept at 4am th previous night thus waking up at 2plus3 this afternoon. which is a good 10hours of slp! i think my bio-clock is screwed. how to adjust? sch is starting in a week! but thank God, lessons on monday starts at 12pm! (: alrights, lets see. fb-ed a lil then went to meet best at j8! shopp-ed arnd and stuff, settled at kopitiam cos she was craving for yong tau fu! HAHAHA. soyeah, seated and chatted for awhile.

walked arnd, shop here shop thr. and sorta got bored of j8 quite quickly. bumped into vivian!!! my baobei!!! (: best bought youghurt from yami but i didn't. cos i'm loyal to frolick & youguru!!! (: was telling eric tht frolick miss-ed call me for 3weeks, and i totally ignored, didn't even call them bacck! HAHA. i was meant to be a personification thngy, but yeah. anyways, was having a BIGBIGBIGBIG cravings for frolick since idk when mans. th girls wld knw abt it. but sad to say, thr's lyk onli 4outlets in sg - gardens, T1, millenia walk, holland V. soyeah, back to th updates for th day. 58-ed to somewhr in b/w amk and bishan, then 136-ed to gardens. slack arnd and stuff. && somehow cos of some stuff, i felt really bad deep inside. but th reply was still as cheer-y. ohwells (: today was fun, just tht i didn't get to meet jo, cos she can't find her hp! :(

random thoughts; my heart seriously did drop a bit when i put every thng into th picture. was telling best tht i'm seriously confuse over th situation now. lyk dk what to do. it's lyk i'm stuck in th middle of nowhere; neither here nor thr. and i told myself mayb i shld just give this a lil break, and see how thngs go. or mayb to give myself tym to see if wat i'm feeling now is true. but idk what's up wit me this afternoon, i went ahead to do sth tht i told myself i shldn't, cos i needed to give it some tym i guess. ohshit, how dumb could tht get. sighs. anyways, i think i shld get discipline. seriously. shan't give in to temptation tmr! shall keep th hp far away from me as possible tmr!!! if i can get by tmr just th way it is, i think it shld just be fine. then i'll carry on doing what i do, for th rest of th day until sch reopens. & then i'll leave th thinking for ltr. but i knw, if this was to last lyk a long-term thngy, i think i'll live in my 20%. which is sth tht i don't want. I WANT MY 80% BACK! (:

♥ TIME FLIES!

TIME CHECK! : 3.00AM ; 16th June 2009.

shall adjust th time/date! (:

since my bro flew off to australia this evening. and he's probably soundly aslp over at his friend's hse by now, i'll be a very nice sister to have th photo i took wit him before he went through customs as th TOP picture today! (: you knw how much trouble i went through just for this picture to be taken. ohmans, it seriously took ages la. HAHAHAH :DDDDDDD

had my straight 12hrs of slp before leaving th hse today. sent bro off to th airport and train-ed down to tampines wit yeesin. chatt-ed alot and was actuali talking abt th camps we attended and how much we really miss them! (: and th final story of th chat was tht both of us are lyk super happening during th hols (:

met up wit szejia,huiwen,guowei,yuanwei,vivian at koipond area before gg studio4. today traijning was really fun man! lyk finally learn until 25% of B 大组 minus th actions and stuff today! (: damn fun plus a challenge to me, at least! it's lyk a sense of achievement/satisfaction when play without mistakes from th beginning until whr we learn today man! i lyk i lyk! seriously can't wait to finish learning th entire score man! WHOOO!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD soyeah, training ended arnd 840 and this waited for th seniors until 9plus before they had their debrief and we needed to leave th studio. and th mean while, cam-whoring session started! (: &&& i took photo wit weijin, kaleryn, guowei, felicia! (: had difficulty taking photo wit weijin man. it's lyk he keep don't want to smile nicely for me! HAHA. but in th end took one quite nice one! (: needa go grab from fel th one tht i took wit her man! (:

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

bus-ed to CPF to have mac for dinner. finally for one we manage to seat inside whrby thr's aircon man!!! HAHAH. but can't help it though. today got lesser ppl and all. ohya, on th bus journey from sch to CPF, i was sitting beside wanyi. and borrowed vivian's camera and started to zilian. and we zilian is not take those perfect smile smile normal normal kinds ehs, but instead, we did retarded faces! all look damn funny. in one, wanyi even feels tht she look shuai inside la! HAHAHAH :DDDD damn funny, but th session had to stop when bus 69 sadly reaches th interchange! :(

bought our meals and all. then started crapping/talking all. damn funny la, all th conversation. shan't go into details and all. but seriously, DINNER AFTER TRAINING EVERY WK, MAKES ME FEEL SO HAPPY! (:72-ed wit ryan! lyk finally, thr's someone tht takes bus wit me after dinner! cos it's lyk majority of them stays yishun tht area thus mostly 969 and i'll be th one and only soul left taking 72 home or sometyms having my dad fetching me. SO HAPPY!!! (: alright, chatted on th bus all and he wanted wit me until 25 came! THANKS SO MUCH! if not i think i wld have freaked out at tht empty busstop! HAHAH (:

alright, tht's practically my day! gg to meet up wit bird tmr for late lunch/early dinner after her Proj.meeting. & hopefully can meet jo up too. got loads to tell her mans! (:

and guess wat, this thought suddenly went through my mind. "what if things just happen in a way tht we do not expect it to happen? if it happens to me, wld my mind just be a blank spot; accept th truth, or just turn a deaf ear?" very random i knw. but right now, i sorta affected by some stuff, and idk how to express myself even to my own personal self. ohcrap, what am i saying. okay, random-ness. am i really tht affected by it tht, i'm actuali feeling sad over such matters? and a matter of fact is tht, i don't even knw if my assumptions are right, from what i saw. i'm not surprise wit what i'm experiencing right now. but i took me quite awhile to digest, cos i finally realise tht i'm actuali quite deep in th hole. and just wondering if i shld stop myself from growing deeper, cos now it's all up to me. but seriously speaking, i lyk thngs th way it is right now. just tht, thr's doubts/confusion here and thr. ohwells, think i'll just leave th thinking for tmr.

♥ FEAR!

picture of th day taken on th last day of SALVO CAMP! ♥

anyways, had steamboat after service ytd at HOUSE OF STEAMBOAT @ BUGIS had so much fun wit th ppl i was sitting wit mans! fiona, clara, peiling, leonard, eugene! have to grab photos from fiona cos pictures were taken using her camera! (: leonard was being very funny throughout th entire steamboat session mans. we kept making fun of him on whatever he ate all :DDDDDDDD then at th end of th session, we had too much food left tht we had to play zhong ji mi ma!!! HAHAHA :DDDDDDD ohya, in th midst of steamboat. jared/david came out wit a mini-bday celebration/sabo for th june babies in th subzone. th challenge was to see who can finish eating th most number of sweeten-ed mantou in 1min. HAHAHA. damn funny. but i lyk (:

wanted to go macpherson to look for jo after steamboat, since thr's direct bus from bugis to macpherson. but in th end didn't go. partially cos i'm kinda lazy and partially cos she dk wat tym her guitar lessons gg to end. yupp, so accompanied deb to eat at bugis junction, and ltr train-ed home tgt. had a really long chat wit her until i kept changing th route of gg home. suppose to take train all th way to amk, but ended up at kovan. HAHHA (:

on a random side note; dk how to survive properly this entire wk mans. bro is flying off to australia ltr today. which also means tht th "source" of communication b/w me and my parents are sort of gone. it's lyk to start with, actuali my parents and i don't really talk much, especially b/w me and my dad. idk if it's biasness or wat, but thr's always a barrier. ever since after o's, situation at home did not really change for th better. lyk first was th car issue b/w my dad and my bro, then was b/w my parent. gosh! thr's lyk hardly any communcation. th only thng we talk abt wld be lyk only th surface kinda thng. how i wish i can be lyk my bro man. fly off to australia for this one week, don't need to care so much. seriously irritating, i don't lyk it a single bit. but, i knw i can't run away from reality; somehow this got to end. but how ?

♥ CATCHING-UPs!

okay, picture of th day taken wit AVRIL SHECK! after our catching up session at subway! our all tym favourite!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

anyways, thr's nth much for me to do today since i woke up at lyk 3plus4 this afternoon. so decided to meet up wit sheck for dinner, since lyk thr isn't anyone at home as always on a typical saturday. so th few hours before meeting her was spent editing photos/ uploading photos on blog! did some updating here and thr, and some pictures really remind myself how burnt am i mans! HHAHAHAH (: okay, this few days, i shall just survive wearing tanktops/sleeveless!! cos it's lyk now right, i even have difficulty removing tops/shirts/bra! OMG!! even sheck say my back reminds her of cook-ed lobster! :( but anyhows, i still lyk th colour!!! :DDDDDDDDDD

catching up session was definitely a theraphy(sp?). it's lyk reminising th tym whereby we were in secondary sch, when we use to sit beside each other in chemistry practical lesson plus alot other more periods. it's seems as if thr is a nvr ending topic tht we can just go on and on abt. time seriously flies lyk nobody business. my bro ORD-ed ytd. and it just shows tht 2yrs just pass by just lyk tht. sheck and i both argreed, that we can't believe tht we're both at tertiary education now ! lyk she's in JC and i'm in POLY. ohwells, time really do fly pass very very quickly :(

ohwells, at least we still stay in contact with each other.

so what, if we are in different schs? HAHAHA :D

ohyes, on a random side note. i saw a panda chocolate biscuit thngy tht looks lyk eric hiah! damn funny plus random. but sadly, i didn't buy it. i just can't imagine myself biting off th head. it's lyk chewing eric's head away! HAHAH. &&& it's not hello panda by th way! HAHHA :DDDDDDDD

♥ HAPPY 18TH B'DAY WILSON!

today is wilson's 18th birthday surprise over at pasir ris chalet! :DDDDDDDD

met up wit th guys at pasir ris interchange before gg whitesands to get th bday cake from fourleaves. after tht some of them ate at KFC then 403-ed to chalet. alright, lets see. it was kinda boring at th beginning, cos th guys were all talking abt dota and stuff, some were even playing L4D! and i was busy playing wit th burger game on bryan's ipod (: felt really slpy in th midst, but can't fall aslp due to th bad sunburnt i had. yes, it's tht serious. i can't even lie down properly to slp! HAHAHAHA (: so decided to go arnd taking videos and stuff wit JY's camera! (:

soon after, shanice gave JY a miss call, and tht's when th entire birthday surprise plan thngy started! damn fun! :DDDDDDDDDDDD it started wit JY giving marcus a call, and marcus will pass th hp to wilson who by then alrdy was blindfolded. JY will then lyk use a different voice to speak to wilson, making wilson kinda puzzled by it. upon reaching, wilson was guided back to th chalet room whereby th sound effect from L4D will be played through th AM. then soon enough, wilson was de-blindfolded when everyone start to sing th bday song straight away with th candles all lit-ed! (:

added a twist to it, by telling wilson tht his present was hidden inside th cake, which was fake! and he had to use his tongue to lick it out. wilson really went to do it can! HAHAH. and when he was doing it, everyone push-ed his head downwards, smashing th entire cake into his face! HAHAHA. damn funny :DDDDD then th cake war begin!! hair, face, shirts, arms; practically everyone was attacked ! HAHAHAH :DDDDD and th guys even tau-poked him since he had no idea wat tau-pok was. okay, it's kinda difficult how to explain how fun it was. will grab th videos from JY and shanice soon and post it. then you all will uds! HAHAH :DDDDD

in conclusion, really hope wilson lyk his birthday surprise. cos seriously, he wasn't aware of this entire planning thng for him! HAAHAHHAH. okay. ♥

♥ SENTOSA-LOVE!

sentosa wit th girls today! (: shanice, melissa, jo, yours'truely! didn't manage to take grp photo today. but yupp, took individual photos wit all of them, but it's in shanice's camera!!! HAHAHAHA :DDDD

heart-to-heart session wit them in th midst of sun-tanning and yupp, really ♥ them to th max. anyways, guess what. they buried me while i was happily indulging in th sunlight. HAHA. damn funny. cos it's lyk while they are burying, i kept laughing and th sand kept cracking (: headed to vivo after washing up and having subway at some pavillion. shop-ed arnd in RI, ZARA, MANGO, F21, PULL & BEAR! was seriously very tempted to get tht pink happy face tank top from F21 just now can. but lyk since got cheer-you-up shirt at home, which is also in pink, decided not to. &&& saw this damn chio bright/hot/luminous wallet from RI. damn nice. jo and i was lyk super tempted can. but since i just got wallet from fourskin lyk say 2weeks ago, decided to give it a miss. and th wallet is th same kind. just tht different colour!
OMG! DAMN CHIO!

all in all, today was seriously a fun/enjoyable day for me.
but th sad truth is tht, i'm badly sunburnt! :(
and i onli realised it when at vivo. cos i was carrying backpack. and th strap hurt lyk crap. it's lyk now, even wearing a normal tee is a difficult task for me.
OHCRAP! I'M LYK A LOBSTER CAN!
&&& stupid eric commented tht "i can't imagine a lobster playing drum!" cos i've got training on monday. damn anyhow right! i knw! HAHAHA :DDDDDDD

♥ SALVO CAMP 08-10/JUNE'09

alright, just had salvo camp from 8th June to 10th June in school (: it was lyk a training+fun+laughter+bonding kinda camp. not those kinds whereby everythng was just th way it is as stated in th programme sheet! seriously. anyways, picture right on top are my companies throughout this entire camp. yeesin, vivian, yours'truely, kaleryn (:

DAY 1 :
reported to sch at 9am. then had some ice-breaker games. actualli not alot of thngs happen on day 1 though. all we did was stay in LT19, located at business, watching videos. kinda slack. ended at 6pm sharp, then went to have dinner wit th usual peeps and left half way cos dad came to fetch! (:

DAY 2:



ohwells... as such, reporting tym at 9am. starting training, and yupp, learnt th starting of B 大组. th beats of this score very catchy mans! i lyk! :DDDDDDDDD HAHA. okay, after training was lunch then was drum maintainance. drum maintainance was kinda fun; painting both th red/black parts. and somehow or another a "paint war" thngy started after everyone sorta got washed up and stuff. it's lyk everyone was running arnd attacking each other wit paint. clement got sa-bo-ed th most though. his legs/face/hair all kena until quite badly. HAHAH. but vivian and i was kinda enough to help him get rid of them! (: ohohoh, and had fun "bully-ing" eric to0. and i found out tht eric wld jump when kena poke-ed. damn funny! HHAHAHAH.

so settled here and thr alrdy. had dinner all alrdy, then night games started. was grp-ed into CLEMENT aka CONGCONG grp and we literally named our grp congcong! damn cute :DDDDDDDDD alright play-ed play-ed play-ed. and played water games as last station. was really fun cos everybody got wet and stuff. i mean, since when water games wasn't fun. hahah. shan't get into details!! (: after wet games, we were dismissed to go bathe and slp. but since 4 of us didn't want to lyk snatch for th toilet we went to stadium podium to chit-chat. lyk a short heart-to-heart talk kinda thng. chat-ed until abt 1245am we decided to go bathe. bathed alrdy then went back to stadium to join th rest. talk here talk thr wit th rest including eric and SL. shld say crap la uh. then, we had photo-taking session. i lyk! :DDDDDDD th only thng was tht th lighting wasn't tht bright thr. so pictures taken were actuali quite dark. tried my best to brighten it alrdy, using photo soft-ware :( what you all see wld be lyk th best i cld go. so sorry...

sher, eric! (:


sher; kelvin! (:

sher, weijing;qing ai de! (:


sher, wanyi! (:



sher, hady! (:



sher, songleng! (:

DAY3:



day 3 started off wit PT in th morning. then had breakfast, and off for training. was kinda in th stone mood most of th tym since didn't really slp well th previous night. imagining waking up almost every half hour automatically. OMG! TERRIBLE ! :( hahah. alright. training was kinda cool. lyk learnt th criss-cross hands thngy. didn't really catch it though. but I WILL!! (: after tht we were giving tym to compile up th score for score challenge as a grp. th congcongs did a cool+cute theme. and guess wat, and since yours'truely is lyk kinda tall but not tht tall yet; in th formation i was on th first line. being 1 out of 3 in th first role. OMG! totally freaked out. hahah (: score turn-ed out quite well in th end. considering th fact tht it is our first tym! (: at th end of th day, ruo han's grp got first, and us, th congcongs, came in second! :( still alright though, cos i really enjoy tym wit th grp (:

okay, tht's abt all for th 3days camp. was really fun as a conclusion!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD
really thank th seniors for organizing such camps mans (: it's was an awesome experience! (:

hellos!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
no picture of th day today. cos, this is just a random post!!!!
GOSH! i shld just stop procrastinating and go pack for camp which is tmr!
it's only a one night kinda thng and i'm lazy to go pack.
anyways, lets see;
i'm gg to bring my golden dupe slippers, FO tee, FBT shorts, towels, bathing neccessity, my grey hoodie, cutie stitch!!, my pink towel, plasters for my blister, hair clips/rubberbands, my yellow comb. OHS NOS!
shld i bring slping bag? th girls are bringing though. and now i can't decided which bag to bring!
i think i shld just bring my bagpack. then stuff everythng inside! :DDDDDDD
okay, i shld go and pack now.
reporting tym is 9am tmr, meeting th girls at 845am. hope i don't be late lyk today.
&&& i needa go rmb th 24seasons!!
BYE for now. blog wld sure be updated wit photos/videos of th camp.
DAY ONE of camp was sure a funny thng to start wit. lots of laughter. i lyk.



captivating images. something tht i can't take my eyes off. disapperance depicts th insercurity. lowest of th valley, i'm sure you're able to pick me up wit just tht smile. i think i'm addicted.

♥ SPEECHLESS!

pic of th day taken wit ERIC aka JIE MEI! at design concourse today.and it'll be my hp wallpaper for th nxt one wk!!! (: anyways, was suppose to lyk only meet him for awhile. but apparently, he was really nice to accompany me for nearly an hour to keep me away from boredom while waiting for jamine to end her lecture.
THANKS JIE MEI! (:

yupp. anyways, his new hair isn't tht bad. or actually think he look better in it! lyk no more curtain hair, now become binds hair!!! HAHAHAHHA (: had fun lyk crapping/slacking/chatting wit him. but just realise tht thr is alot of stuff i haven't complain to him about!!! OH NO!!! HAHAH. ohwells, what do you expect when you put 2 retarded ppl together? we'll just end up having retarded conversations! (:

and stupid eric hiah liken me to a television! WTH! " i can imagine putting you into a television box, having a on/off switch. and when i switch it on, i'll just see you making a fool out of yourself. it's lyk watching a comedy!" damn WTH right! HAHAHAHA :DDDDDDDD & thts not th end of it okay. he made up this entire "schedule" on what we're all gg to do for salvo camp. which is total rubbish/anyhow/crap! you won't want to knw th content! cos it's a total waste of tym. seriously. HAHA. tym kinda passed quite quickly at design concourse. but yeah. (:

in conclusion; MR ERIC HIAH & MISS JAMINE CHUA made my day today!

one made me laugh lyk crazy every single tym i see him,

and th other made me smile when i talk to her :DDDDDDDDD

today is seriously a day for me ! (:

♥ STEAD!

pic of th day was randomly taken at bedok interchange ytd (: ohyes! i finally found a random partner whereby i can just any-oh-how call her at any-oh-tym on any-oh-day for a any-oh-how date! HAHAHHA (:

today's random date was wit JOVINA aka MY STEAD. whe just randomly call me at arnd 4plus in th afternoon to ask if i wanna go kallang to watch movie. and since i was feeling kinda random and haven't have any plans and decided to go. come to think abt it, if jo didn't call to date me out. i wld have stayed home th entire day staring at this screen i'm staring at right now, watching my "90210" th whole day, cos miss yours'truely woke up at 2pm completely clueless how i manage to slp tht long!!!! HAHAHHA :DDDD

caught Hannah Montena: The movie. not bad a show. pls go watch, cos th main lead is damn HOT/CUTE! ; LUCAS TILL!!!! but sad to say is tht, he onli look damn freaking hot/cute onli in this particular movie and th talor swift's MV tht he appeared in. other than tht? thts it. sad-ed isn't it. 16-ed back to bedok, had short heart-to-heart wit jo on th bus. ohohohoh. random again; i finally satisfy my crave for STRAWBERRY SNOWSHAKE @ EACH-A-CUP!

random thoughts; relationship is just somethng tht ppl get in and out wit and it's just bits and parcel of our lives. talking abt it, sometyms it gets too in th way tht sometyms a laugh to bring it over is somethng tht ppl ever want to do. but a bad relationship just haunts a person so badly, tht it becomes traumatising. is it as easy as wat ppl say? " it's easier to be loved than to love someone. it's very tiring. so just let it go." sometyms it's just th satisfaction of seeing th one you love getting along wit life tht makes you happy. ohwells, don't get misunderstood. i'm currently not in any r/s. it's just some random thoughts as i consider th situations some of my friends are in right now. and seriously, i'm not emo. since when was i? (:

♥ EVER-LASTING LOVE!

pic of th day taken at raffles city's BnJ (:

alright, paper ends today. which marks th beginning of my term break for this semester!!!! YAY! (:

so went to crash nyp today, cos i was given a choice. since my both best-est friends studies at nyp. and since i end sch at 1030 i have to be th one travelling down to nyp to meet them before heading to town. HAHA. suppose to meet eric to see his hair since he just cut-ed his hair, but class left sch early, so didn't manage to see!! :( ohwells...

soyeah, 72-ed to yck from tampines interchange. chains of thoughts ran thru my mind through th long bus journey. but yeah, i was glad to meet up wit th girls ! (: i sorta got lost here and thr, but moh came to th rescue! HAHAH (: watched "90210" on laptop while waiting for bird to end lecture which was arnd 3plus. took a train down to cityhall, and both moh and i had subway- all tym favourite while bird had her youguru! chit-chatt-ed here and thr. did some catching up and decided to head over to BnJ to chill (: had waffle cones! (: catch-ed up even more and cam-whored! pic above are one of my favourites of th day!

walk-ed arnd citylink and headed to marina square- muji to get pencil boxes/stationary/sweets. shopp-ed arnd and actuali moh and i wanted to get a top from mango, but was hesistating cos we preferred th top to be black instead of white. &&& saw this flora printed skirt at mango too. but it cost lyk $69 :( broke! :( sad-ed. cos just bought a crumpler for bro which cost a bomb-$183. alright, walk-ed arnd. didn't see any other thngs tht catch my eye. so just ended up getting a wallet from fourskin, while bird and moh both got themselves jeans from some random shop. (: chill-ed at starbucks after tht. and tht's when my hp died on me! :( sad-ed. totally.

alright, no random thoughts today. cos th girls totally made my day! :DDDDDDDD

♥ NEWLY-WED; 31MAY'09

cousin wedding ytd (: and as th saying goes; " women is always th prettiest on their wedding day." it's so true. jiejie was really very very very pretty ytd!!! :DDDDDDD

wedding dinner at grand hyatt! (:

and it isn't a joke to be walking arnd in 2-3inches heels for 6hours! :(

okays, lets see. had emaths1 test today. it was generally an easy paper. but stupid-ly, idk why i got stuck at questions tht i've done before ytd! OMG! seriously felt so dumb when i couldn't solve th questions. i lost a total of 28marks and still counting. ohshit! thr goes my A for emaths1. shittos! :( ohwell, what done cannot be undone. what i can do now is to concentrate on my other 2subs which is ckt and dfund. one of which i just dislike - ckt! ohgosh! trying my best to lyk do th past-term test papers right now, still not bad. but... okay, lets hope what happened to ckt quiz can happen to ckt term test too. HAHAH (:

alright, my mind is kinda blank at th moment. no thoughts or another, just blank. don't lyk this feeling; hope it vanishes! :( come to think abt it, it's kinda dumb to wonder abt stuff tht is just so obvious. ohwells, i'm just random. i'm a random individual having complicated/random thoughts almost majority of th tym either i'm with company or not :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

♥ TRAINS-OF-THOUGHTS.

lots have happened over th past wk(s). & really set me thinking abt alot of thngs. i was just wondering how come thr's a need to accept ppl for who they are when in return, they portray a fact tht they don't accept for who you really are. mayb a life of a puppet is just th way it is. ohwells, i'm just complicated. ppl don't really uds my thoughts, and i've alrdy learnt to accept it.

alright, enough of those random thoughts. during th past 2weeks, got back quiz results and it is as follows;
digifund: 15/20
ckt:31/50
engine-maths:16/20
wrtoral presentaion:A
was kinda taken aback when i got back ckt quiz. cos' it's lyk when doing th quiz, i was alrdy stuck at th first question. moving on to th 2 diagram questions, all i did was just throwing in formulas, not even sure if i was using th correct formulas. but ya, i still managed to pass, even though thr was a total of 60% failures. and th second was wrtoral presentation; lyk some of u guys knw, i was really nervous even way before it was my turn to present. i didn't expect myself to get a "A" cos i seriously did fumble alot in th process.

what more can i conclude? i really thank God for rewarding me wit such good grades. it really give me a very good start to yr1.1 despite th fact tht thr was alot of ups and downs along th way. it's really true wat th bible says, "what you do in silence, when your Lord God sees it, He will reward you openly."

on a random side note; i really feel insulted when ppl look down on my capabilities. and i don't lyk to be compared to ppl who appear to be more capable than me. it's an insult to my intelligence. do not judge me just because of what i appear to be. & if you think you're far better off than i am, why not proof it by actions, and not by words. at least i'm able to show tht i'm capable to score in minority, not lyk you boasting abt sth tht majority can score in. think abt it. it all just shows tht you're a loser.

♥ CHICKEN LITTLE! (:

picture of th day is taken after ckt lab today! (: kinda random how to photo was taken. it all happened during break, and th entire grp was at ITAS having lunch. then junwen and bryan was taking photo. wanted to "intrude", but then failed to. HAHAH (: so ya, requested to take when ckt lab ended ! (:

alright, lets see what happened today. lessons was alright today i suppose. but lyk not alot of laughter. put up a facade of cheer-y attitude, though i knw i wasn't wat i am portraying. how ironic. ohohoh, i saw eric in sch today!!! so happy. okays, it's kinda random i knw! but you knw, i'm a complicated individual tht me myself kinda don't really uds myself fully, and i kinda doubt some ppl who say they actuali do uds me. ohgosh! this is lyk a messed up jigsaw puzzle. HAHAH!

sch ended at 5 today. bus-ed to macpherson before changing bus to go to kovan to meet bettina and richard for chcc visitation. today wasn't really exactly a good day to visit though. cos of th weather and all. th kids are oso falling sick! ohgosh! not forgetting th fact tht both bettina and i are both sick too! :( visitation ended at arnd 8plus, went over to gardens to find bird! totally miss her lyk crap mans. it has been a long tym since i really sat down to do some catching up! MISS IT SO MUCH MANS ! :(

okays, a random side note; chatted wit bryan over msn just now.

felt what he say was kinda true;
"people dont know what they have, until they lost it." recently have been experiencing things tht i've nvr had experience before, not ever once. and really felt kinda weird and was seriously wondering how come i'm th only one being treated differently as compared to th rest. even a bystander agree wit th statement tht i just made. if it all seems so obvious, maybe he's th only one tht is being oblivious to whatever he's doing and the resultant of th causes. i've tried my best to just ignore th entire situation, but it's really kinda hard for me to totally shut a person totally away from my world/life. but i'm just human, it's really tough to be th happy person always. swallowing everythng deep down and just burying it till noone but myself can see.

DOES IT REALLY PAY TO BE THIS NICE?

♥ NEW CHAPTER!

JOJO;SHER - (:

picture of th day taken during dfund lab today! (: was sort of a random shot, cos i was kinda not in th mood to listen to th first few explaination on th challenging question part, then felt lyk taking photo! HAHAH(:

alright, day was not bad until got back maths quiz result. 16/20. though i sort of alrdy expected it, but was still disappointed. cos it's lyk i knw i could do better and all. it's lyk tested topics are topics tht i've alrdy learnt before! STUPID SHER! :( i knw it's lyk kinda stupid to think such thngs, cos others did worse than me and i shld just be contented wit th score i have which is a on-th-dot "A". mayb it's just th expectation tht i have for myself. ohgosh! i'll make sure i'll do better nxt tym !! :DDDDDDDD
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okays, random again. i'm currently feeling hungry. but at th same tym don't feel lyk eating ehs. clever me stupid-ly just ate some vegetables just now. HAHAHA. &&& i can't stand my voice. it's lyk croaking frog la. oh, i'm excited ! tmr thr's CCA, which means, we'll learn new strumming beats, and which means, i think i'll laugh even more when i see kelvin and eric! OHGOSH! but i lyk! HAHAHA :DDDDDDD

♥ RIGHT DECISION! (:



Pic of th day taken wit Moh 2wks back at cine hkcafe.(: really really miss her alot mans, it's lyk both of us th schedule don't match. totally. it's lyk i've got cca on monday and wed. and supposedly out meeting day- tues, became her cca day! gosh! how difficult to meet up mans! sad-ed :(

alright anyway, on a lighter note. SALVO really made my day today! (: though it might be kinda tiring for me since sch ends at 4, and cca starts at 6. but i feel tht th 3hours of drumming paid off really well. i'm starting to get th momentum and all alrdy, PASSION COMES NEXT I SUPPOSE! (: was really fun during salvo today. kelvin was th "teacher" to guide us for th new strumming beat, and trust me. he's really very funny. it's lyk i see his face alrdy want to laugh lo. then all 4 of us who are under him, plus song leng, keep on making fun of him la. keep saying tht he's bi and all. damn funny. I LYK! (:

CCA ended at arnd 930pm. washed up and waited for th seniors as they have their de-bried and headed to opp sch to have our dinner tgt. during dinner, it was damn funny. me and kaleryn keep on laughing cos of wat chiawei, eric, marc and clement say. really had a great tym laughing and chatting wit them mans! (: & thr's this particular convo b/w kaleryn and chiawei tht made me laugh until i seh. it's super classic la! (:
K: ehs chiawei, you cantonese, hokkien or teochew?

chiawei: huh? i'm free thinker!
everyone bursted out lauhing la. chiawei's expression/reaction was priceless! HAHAHA. &&& eric still dk how to spell my name can. wth! HAHAHAH.

ate until abt 11plus, and decided to bus-ed down to tamp int to catch th last bus home. but dad was fetching me. soya, just acc them back to bus int. alright, lets see. th short trip from sch area to int was damn entertaining. it's lyk clament and marc was acting gay, and th rest of us kept shouting for them to kiss ! HAHA. and guess wat, MARC KISSED CLAMENT ON TH NOSE! damn gay la. all of us practically can't stop laughing lo. it's lyk. OMG la. and i was lyk sitting just right in front of them!!! OMG! HAHAHHA.

alright; so in conclusion SALVO IS SUPER HAPPENING!

random side note; i'm having a running nose right now. it can't seem to stop! my throat is feeling super irritated, and i've no idea why. okays. i think i'm really ill alrdy. period. :(

♥ NIGHT GAZING!

picture of th day taken at marina barrage on saturday, 16May'09.

okays, basically th post today is to do an update on yesterday! (:

started th day off wit badminton at TP wit darwin,eugene,shelley,esther,kenneth,fred.

played for 2hrs then off to bathe before making my way down to cityhall

to meet some of th salvo ppl to have dinner before heading to marina barrage.

met up wit wanyi, charmaine, chia wei, jiamin, xiao xuan and a few others.

had subway for dinner, and train-ed down to marina bay to meet eric

before taking th shuttle bus down to marina barrage. (:

performance by Zingo- a local drum grp; was AWESOME!

marc, salvo's president performed too!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD

alright, after seeing performance we all walked up to slack slack;

trust me, th night scene was lyk woah!

it'll be even better if it was a clear sky mans, can star gaze all!!! (:

okays, left marina barrage after firework!!! (:

and guess wat, while almost everyone is trying not to get hit by th fireworks,

our dear eric still sits at exactly th same spot whr he was sitting at,

eating his chicken rice!

&&& while everyone was lyk trying to get away, he got up;

and when to take th coke bottle which was still at th bench area! OMG!

damn funny can. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

after tht took shuttle bus back to tanjong pagar

and decided to head back to raffles city.

settled at bk, whrbe some of them ate; and i satisfied my yoghurt crave; YOGURU! (:

chit chat here and thr; left arnd 1045 and train-ed home wit chiawei.

in conclusion; salvo is lyk one big family.

th seniors are one whole big grp of fun ppl to hang out wit man!!! ILYK!

looking forward to more outings coming my way! so excited ! (:

♥ SELF-COMPLICATIONS!

picture of the day was taken in TP's library, when i was total bored of doing wrtoral. and thr was mr shaun, using mine laptop's camera to zilian. so i suggested why not we just take a decent photo! hahaha (: okays, i find th pic not bad, but someone uh. say not nice cos can't see his blue contacts. -.-

hahah. alright, back to updates on today. nth much happen today, until when i reach hm. i realise tht everythng from my thumbdrive is GONE ! yes, you've read it right. my thumbdrive was completely empty, without any of my photographs, photo-edits plus wrtoral material. i had th shock of life, and called jovina immediately to complain. i couldn't retrieve anythng, and was seriously on th brink of crying. cos it's lyk th photographs tht i've inside includes all my oversea trips to japan, hk and korea! but i couldn't do anythng at tht point of tym cos i needa rush off for piano theory at toapayoh which starts at 745. but, i was still at home at 720. gosh! ended up cab-ing down. couldn't concentrate throughout th entire lesson. tht 45mins lesson, for once felt lyk 10yrs! OMG! anyways, email-ed ms alice not long ago. really pray hard tht she can return me my RJ and speech outline so tht i can make a copy and then use it for presentation. (:

okays, another random note; i think i'm such a complicated individual. was just having some random thoughts otw home from sch in th afternoon. was just wondering how come i said i wld let go, but at th same tym wished that you'll not treat me indifferently. sometyms i wonder what's wrong wit me, that i deserve such treatment. shld i look it at th optimistic way or just th opp?

♥ BURIED-DOWN EMOTIONS!

gerald; SHER; fy. (:

alright, picture of the day today was taken at cyber centre last wk.

kinda hilarious, how we actually got that photo taken. but i find it quite nice. i lyk! (:

okays, lets get straight to th point. (:

i'm currently taking a break from

wrtoral RJ and speech outline preperation which is due on thurs.

kinda tired of squeezing out brain's juice and all alrdy.

after so many hours, i'm still left wit th last part of both assignments. how saddening.

but at least, i've completed more than half of it right.

needa think of closing/conclusion mans, then tmr can just type into th template! (:

pls pray hard tht i dream of th closing! then i'll de javu on thurs ! (: HAHAHA.

anyways, on a random note;

i don't really like wat happened today; it just made me feel kinda werid.

lyk not in place and not well-blended.

but it wasn't tht obvious anyways, no questions ask-ed.

so lets take it that everythng's fine, lyk we always do.

tmr will just be another happy day filled wit LAUGHTER+LOVE+JOY! :D

♥ COUSIN LOVE!

sent mayp off today,

had a really good long chat wit her before she depart for korea.

hope everythng will be fine for her say 2wks at korea and 1wk at hk trip mans.

kinda worried for her, cos it's th first tym that she's flying alone after 7yrs ! HAHHA.

alright, enough of those. i'm kinda lazy to do wrtoral mans! :(

have to hand in hard copy of research journal, speech outline and all by this thurs.

and i haven't even started a single shit on it yet. GOSH!

hand in by thurs means i have to get almost everythng done by tmr night,

so tht i can get it printed by wed afternoon in sch,

since i don't have a printer at home, which is kinda sad to say mans.

&&& i seriously need my beauty slp(s) very badly mans,

eye bags are getting seriously heavy and i just can't stand it.

i think i suffer from terrible insomnia mans; TERRIBLE ! :(

th case is tht i can't seem to slp until it's lyk 2-3am in th morning

even though i'm really tht tired ! GOSH! :(

okays, i shld stop procrastinating and start working on my wrtoral now! :D

oh lord, i really pray tht i can pull thru this phase of my life.

thngs aren't really gg th way i want it to go and it's really kinda tough.

oh father lord, i pray tht you wld give me th strength and th will and th wisdom

to really do things right this tym. AMEN!

PICTURE PERFECT! (:

Picture of th day was taken wit mr chew; one of my best-est friends! (:

it's just kinda weird, how we both can still be so good friends though we do not always talk.

we can lyk not talk for a few mths, and th nxt tym we both talk,

it's lyk as if we've knw each other for decades ! I LYK! (:

okays, today's mothers' day; baked a vegetarian cake for my mum! (:

alright anyways, plans were not carried out as planned.

initial plan was to bring mum and grandma to linzhi to have buffet,

but sadly to say, it was fully booked; and we weren't very keen abt th t&c.

soya, slacked wit cg at airport until 3plus then made my way to toapayoh.

otw way thr, had a very long talk wit clara; was shocked by some stuff,

but enlighten-ed wit alot of stuff. AHHAHAH .

soyeah, had steamboat at mayp's hse. and tht's abt it!

on a random note,

I SUPER LYK KENNETH'S PENCIL CASE! COS IT'S RETARDED ! (:

♥ SPEECHLESS!

words; can hardly express joy+laughter+peace+love

alright, th above photo was taken at TP's cyber cafe. I LYK! (:

took it using YOURS'truely's laptop!!! YAY! (:

sadly, i haven't thought of a name for my laptop yet; i need one desperately.

okays, i'll cut th crap and go straight into th post.

did not start th day very well today cos i was late for sch.

mainly because th traffice was terrible+horrible+vegetable. seriously.

dad was practically moving in snail's speed can. buay tahan.

just as i thought th traffic was back to normal, th jam starts once over again.

gosh! what a cycle to follow.

just can't tolerate traffice jams, it makes my heart beats super fast.

okays, finally reached sch arnd 930, rushed for lab.

and tell me abt it, lab was so bad tht i have no words to explain.

it's lyk everythng was gg on well until he came out wit this 10pts awarding thngy.

how dumb mans, dk how he actuali tot of such thngs mans. (:

alright had lunch at ITAS,

and headed over to TAMP1 to shop arnd for backpack wit mel.

bought one leather/brown one finally.

I LYK I LYK!

okays, shan't elaborate into details wat exactly happen during th entire day! (:

ohyes, enjoy wat you're gg to see soon.

they took it using my laptop's camera can. tell me abt it; guys are cam-whoring!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! :D

THE END !

PICS-TAKING! ♥

i lyk th pic of th day today. cos those arnd me are one of th few tht make my day in sch! (:

alright, shld say tht onli part of them. excluding th girls, and th other guys.

lets begin by saying tht th 4 of us girls, decided and plan-ed to wear dresses to sch today,

with th same earring tht we bought from bugis th other day.

hahah, feeling was kinda weird; wearing a dress to sch. HHAHAHA. but i lyk! (:

lectures was alright, sat beside fengyuan! (:

digifund tutorial teacher finally changed, not more azam!

i'm lyk so glad, finally can uds wat th tutor is saying during tutorial!

had lunch/dinner wit th rest after sch ended

& headed off to tampines safra for pool/land gaming wit mel,shaun,gerald,jy,fy.

played pool wit mel and trust me, it was totally retarded.

we spend 1hr playing 3games, and we laugh-ed most of th tym. (:

went off to find th guys after tht; watch them play land.

OMG! jy is super funny, making th most noise amongst all of them. HAHHA (:

sidenote; i was really happy today. YOU made my day.

can't wait for sch tmr, cos ;

SCH TMR = MORE FUN + LAUGHTER ! (:

TIME CHECK: 0151AM, 1ST MAY'09


alright, have been having sleepless nights for th pass few nights.
can't believe i can fall aslp on th floor at 3am in th morning,
when then, my energy has been totally drain-ed out ;
right now, i'm feeling a lil lost and confused.
it's gg to be a long year ahead i suppose.
hopefully as th year progresses, and CCA starts to come in.
i won't be wondering over such matters anymore.
SHER! YOU GOTTA STAY FOCUS ! DON'T WEAVER! ;
right now i just can't get to slp.
but i'm tired, my eyelids are getting heavier.
gosh! thr must be sth wrong wit me alrdy. oh how now? ;
i feel myself falling deeper into this hole tht i've self-created.
okays, i'm gg to get to see you tmr.
i wonder how my reaction will be.
oh wells, hope everythng it's just not tht too obvious.
i can't afford th awkwardness. period. (:


shld i bring my laptop tmr? wld it thrfore be a source of distractions?

Q907 ♥

okays, i knw my blog have been dead for idk since when.

so here am i trying my best to revive it ! HAHAHAH.

everythng seems to be moving at rocket speed ever since sch started mans.

not sure if it's me or wat, but i'm seriously feeling th pressure.

though majoriy of th thngs tht we're learning now are quite basic,

and are just a revision on what we've learnt before.

thngs haven't been gg really smoothly lately, at least for me.

on th outer shell, i might appear to be still tht bubbly crazy sher;

but in some areas tht i'm in, i actuali struggling.

it's tough, really tough to be tht happy fruit always. (:

alright, enough of all those.

first wk of sch have been great, being arnd a bunch of great ppl.

truthly, Q907 RAWK! WHOO~~~!!

th best class tht i have ever been in, for th many years of sch education.

HAHAHAH! WE HIGH TGT, MAKAN TGT, STUDY TGT, LAUGH TGT!

it's just great being arnd these peeps ! seriously.

okays, looking forward to a really good year ahead in TP,

how can life be boring wit them around? HAHAHAHA (:

gosh! i think i caught th flu bug!

i slept for barely 2hours,
and then i'm off to work for a straight 8hours.
okays, i'm so dead tired tht i knocked out in th bus on th way hm
and almost miss th stop tht i'm suppose to stop. gosh!
i was very hungry when i got home, but was too tired to search for food.
i ended up drinking a few sips of milk,
and entered into lala-land. (:
was supposed to meet bettina at 6 to serve, but i woke up at 7.
gosh! am i really tht tired?
i'm working for th rest of th week this wk except wkends.
then th same routine repeat itselfs again.

in a blink of th eye, april will soon approach.
school is starting; dk to be excited or not;;
oh. what an ironic thinker i am;
i want sch to start then i don't need to wake up wondering
"what am i gg to do today?"
i want sch to start so i can make new friends,
and blend into a whole new environment.
i don't want sch to start cos then i can't slp for 15hrs straight when i want to.
i don't want sch to start cos then
thr won't be anymore frequent meeting ups wit th girls.
okays. awesome. why can't tym slow downs and quickens at th same tym.
oh wells. ironic agian.

okays. some tyms i don't uds how parents thinks.
when you talk too much to a person of th same sex,
they wonder if you're straight.
when you hang out wit th opp sex, they suspects you're in a BGR.
why can't they just think it in a simpler way?
i wonder why their minds are so complex,
tht sometyms i find it diff to communicate wit them.

gosh! i can't stand it anymore .
i need to let it all out. i had enough. period.

hello.
weeks that has past was not bad at all.
last sat had et band's jamming session @ aljunied.
BREAKTHRU man! we played + sang better than th previous session.
&&& thank God tht i played alright since i was solo-ing;
steph wasn't arnd and aileen didn't turn up on last minute.
lucky gabriel and darren was thr to guide me man! HAHA (:
thr will be another jamming session this coming saturday,
and bro edmund will be lyk coming down to see if th band it's up to this june's zone camp.
gosh! but luckily steph will be arnd to guide me and all.
so will be learning to play th pads and learn praise playing- in band setting.
so excited mans ! ALL HYPE-ED UP FOR IT!!! :DDDDDDDD


okays, lets see;
i just got back from toapayoh- had dinner wit avril.
and went town wit kenneth today.
shopped arnd for his video shoot this coming saturday,
but sad to say didn't find anythng tht catch his eye except for th singlets at NUM.
think he's gonna get it wit peter tmr since thr'll be 20% off th 2nd piece.
settle-ed at HK CAFE to chill for awhile, and yeah did some catching up.
ahhh ! i needa get clothes and shoes terribly.
saw some quite nice ones at paragon. think gg to go back soon.
and i want get shoes from club marc!!!! (:
oh i spent lyk $40++ just on cosmetic and body products at bodyshop today! (:


and i'm meeting MR DAMIEN CHEW TMR! awesome.

p/s: i needa find nice pics of yanming and steph. before i post them up.
yanming's bday - 9th March. steph's bday - TODAY! :DDDDDDD

FEBUARY'09

i just realised tht i haven't been updating this blog for lyk ages. hahah.

but anyhows, i'm back to update now - th last day of th month of Febuary. hahah.

so u guess i shld just make post a single entry every month. better right? HAHA.

okays, lets see what's gg on wit my life for th past month.

1) working - TPY subway

2) movie with dannon - slumdog millionaire

3) dinner at chomps wit LJ, cheryl, zhenzhi, jamine, hilda, gina

4) catching up wit jamine

5) shopping wit jamine

6) catching up wit th girls

7) movie wit th girls - the curious case of benjamin buttons

8) stayovers at mayp's hse

9) shopping wit mayp

10) steamboat at mayp's hse every saturday

11) shopping wit alfred

12) morning/prayer meeting - whole week

13) sakae sushi buffet wit moh

14) pastamania wit th girls

15) shopping wit th girls

16) recieved TP's enrolment package

17) health chech-up for enrolment purposes

18) dining at fish n co wit th girls

19) bought cosmetic from bodyshop

20) bought accessories from topshop

21) bought wallet from F21

23) stuff from cotton on

24) bags/accessories from taiwan spree - online

25) bought new hp - LG VIEWTY

26) bought sandals from NUM

27) made cheesecake for CG!!! (:

okays, tht's abt it fr wat's gg on in my life for th past 1 mth, from wat i rmbed.

hahaha, but alright la. at least i have a life !!!! (:

oh, i'm getting my pay cheque on monday!!!

SHOPPING TIME!!!!!

have been really busy lately.

&& i knw i seriously have to really seriously stay strong man.

i was at th brink of _______.

think i shld go shop on my own someday,

or just roam arnd somewhr alone.

cheap thrills i guess.

my life have been a routine, and i can't wait for sch to start.

at least i'll be arnd a whole new grp of ppl, a whole new surrounding! (:

FILM-ROLLING!

okays, i'm so sorry tht apparently i haven't been updating in here for ages.

and i knw it's rotting some how. so i'm here to revive it!!! (:

alright, lets see.

i'm gg to list out th thngs th happened in my life since th tym i stop blogging okays. (:

but bear wit th points forms man. (:

1. work- tpy hdbhub subway
2.giving tuition at night every tues and thur.
3.meeting up wit jol wong to shop for cny clothes.
4.shopping wit avril for cny clothes+accessories.
5.meeting damien and mel to catch up.
6.meeting damien to pass him his bday present.
7.having jamming session wit th etband ppl.
8.got back o's result- L1R4 14 L1R5-19.
9.got back posting- Media&Communication Technology, TP.
9.serving at CHCC! - visitation+bus-ing.
10.shopping wit mum.
11.chilling at icecube wit clara.
12.baking sessions over at esther's hse.
13.got subway salary.
14.got tuition salary.
15.collected alot of ANGBAOS! (:

i knw. not alot. but wondering why i nvr update?

hahah, cos yours'truely here is seriously very lazy to switch on th com.

too tired to do so man.

apparently cos she's totally drained out after standing for 9hours and then

giving tuition at night till 9pm.

and by th tym i reached home. i'll just knock out.

anyways, i'll be back to update soon.

ciaos! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

so sorry for th delays of photos my friends.
i knw a couple of u all are chasing me to post th photos so tht you all can grab,
plus sending u all through msn and all.
but, pls kindly be patient as ur dear old friend here have difficulty
putting together all th photos as over th past few days,
hundreds of photos have been taken.
what's more, a baking session alone wit jas; 140pictures were taken.
i'll post it according to th dates tht th pictures were taken!
so sorry for th inconvenience cause. :(

HAPPY GIRL! :DDDDDD

met up wit damien and mel recently.

&&& THEY BOUGHT ME A BABY STITCH!! (:

hahahaha :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i hugged it th moment i ripp-ed off th wrapping paper,

refusing to put it down even when th food was serve-ed. (:

was too happy tht it put a smile on my face for th entire day!!! (:

butbutbut, damien said somethng kinda funny when we headed different ways.

D: ehs, you better keep and take care of th stitch i buy for you uh!

ME: yup, ofc. stitch ehs. hahaha. u want me to hug it to slp every night not.

D: aiya, don't need la. just take care of it so tht i can use it as a punching bag during cny

when i go over your hse to bainian.

ME: idiot. HAHAHAHAHAHA (:

you tell me whr got ppl lyk tht one. hahaha.

but still,

THANKS SO MUCH FOR TH STITCH, I REALLY HUGGED IT TO SLP!(:

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DAMIEN! (:

personal messages alrdy reflected in th personalised card! (:

soyeah, just wanna say tht i reali do appreciate u as a good friend of mine!

& hope tht you lyk th brownie/cake tht i bake-d for you man.

&&& now i knw th nxt tym i bake anythng for you,

it must be super duper extremely dark-chocolate-ty!!!

hahahaha :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

MERRY CHRISTMAS

HOHOHOHO!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

christmas services at church was awesome, apart from th fact tht

i watch-ed th christmas drama production for 4 TIME!

okays, no further explaination wld be provided! hahha. (:

anyways, after 10am service ended, i went arnd giving out cupcakes

tht i've baked for christmas to various people.

and ofc, photos taken; and thus explain th photo featured above.

hahahaha :DDDDDDDDDDDD

CANDLELIGHT SERVICE #02

okays, today was super pretty! :DDDDDDD

second candlelight service tht i attend, and trust me.

th hall is super pack even though service starts at 745, and i'm alrdy in th hall at 615.

today was a super tiring day for me. trust me.

i woke up at 10am, getting ready to go JW to serve support children's service.

met mel, damien at JP for awhile before heading to church.

serve-ed to abt 430 and left to attend expo 745 service.

after which, had dinner at ps wit avril and ended up chatting to way past midnight.

bro fetch-ed both us home; reached home at nearly 2am in th morning.

gosh! i was totally worned out man!

butbutbut, i was still happy! :DDDDDDDDDD

coscoscos, i got to see all my small lil kids at JW.

&&& i'm lyk falling in love wit kids all over again, after gg back to CHCC to serve after o's.

okaysokays, pictures !!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!



christmas eve=candlelight service #02 (:

okays, to sum up th tht square thng tht is featured above.

i went round to take photos wit almost everyone in th cg except,

those tht weren't arnd for this particular service.

in conclusion; this is what happens when i've a camera wit me !

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