♥ EVER-LASTING LOVE!

pic of th day taken at raffles city's BnJ (:

alright, paper ends today. which marks th beginning of my term break for this semester!!!! YAY! (:

so went to crash nyp today, cos i was given a choice. since my both best-est friends studies at nyp. and since i end sch at 1030 i have to be th one travelling down to nyp to meet them before heading to town. HAHA. suppose to meet eric to see his hair since he just cut-ed his hair, but class left sch early, so didn't manage to see!! :( ohwells...

soyeah, 72-ed to yck from tampines interchange. chains of thoughts ran thru my mind through th long bus journey. but yeah, i was glad to meet up wit th girls ! (: i sorta got lost here and thr, but moh came to th rescue! HAHAH (: watched "90210" on laptop while waiting for bird to end lecture which was arnd 3plus. took a train down to cityhall, and both moh and i had subway- all tym favourite while bird had her youguru! chit-chatt-ed here and thr. did some catching up and decided to head over to BnJ to chill (: had waffle cones! (: catch-ed up even more and cam-whored! pic above are one of my favourites of th day!

walk-ed arnd citylink and headed to marina square- muji to get pencil boxes/stationary/sweets. shopp-ed arnd and actuali moh and i wanted to get a top from mango, but was hesistating cos we preferred th top to be black instead of white. &&& saw this flora printed skirt at mango too. but it cost lyk $69 :( broke! :( sad-ed. cos just bought a crumpler for bro which cost a bomb-$183. alright, walk-ed arnd. didn't see any other thngs tht catch my eye. so just ended up getting a wallet from fourskin, while bird and moh both got themselves jeans from some random shop. (: chill-ed at starbucks after tht. and tht's when my hp died on me! :( sad-ed. totally.

alright, no random thoughts today. cos th girls totally made my day! :DDDDDDDD

♥ NEWLY-WED; 31MAY'09

cousin wedding ytd (: and as th saying goes; " women is always th prettiest on their wedding day." it's so true. jiejie was really very very very pretty ytd!!! :DDDDDDD

wedding dinner at grand hyatt! (:

and it isn't a joke to be walking arnd in 2-3inches heels for 6hours! :(

okays, lets see. had emaths1 test today. it was generally an easy paper. but stupid-ly, idk why i got stuck at questions tht i've done before ytd! OMG! seriously felt so dumb when i couldn't solve th questions. i lost a total of 28marks and still counting. ohshit! thr goes my A for emaths1. shittos! :( ohwell, what done cannot be undone. what i can do now is to concentrate on my other 2subs which is ckt and dfund. one of which i just dislike - ckt! ohgosh! trying my best to lyk do th past-term test papers right now, still not bad. but... okay, lets hope what happened to ckt quiz can happen to ckt term test too. HAHAH (:

alright, my mind is kinda blank at th moment. no thoughts or another, just blank. don't lyk this feeling; hope it vanishes! :( come to think abt it, it's kinda dumb to wonder abt stuff tht is just so obvious. ohwells, i'm just random. i'm a random individual having complicated/random thoughts almost majority of th tym either i'm with company or not :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

♥ TRAINS-OF-THOUGHTS.

lots have happened over th past wk(s). & really set me thinking abt alot of thngs. i was just wondering how come thr's a need to accept ppl for who they are when in return, they portray a fact tht they don't accept for who you really are. mayb a life of a puppet is just th way it is. ohwells, i'm just complicated. ppl don't really uds my thoughts, and i've alrdy learnt to accept it.

alright, enough of those random thoughts. during th past 2weeks, got back quiz results and it is as follows;
digifund: 15/20
ckt:31/50
engine-maths:16/20
wrtoral presentaion:A
was kinda taken aback when i got back ckt quiz. cos' it's lyk when doing th quiz, i was alrdy stuck at th first question. moving on to th 2 diagram questions, all i did was just throwing in formulas, not even sure if i was using th correct formulas. but ya, i still managed to pass, even though thr was a total of 60% failures. and th second was wrtoral presentation; lyk some of u guys knw, i was really nervous even way before it was my turn to present. i didn't expect myself to get a "A" cos i seriously did fumble alot in th process.

what more can i conclude? i really thank God for rewarding me wit such good grades. it really give me a very good start to yr1.1 despite th fact tht thr was alot of ups and downs along th way. it's really true wat th bible says, "what you do in silence, when your Lord God sees it, He will reward you openly."

on a random side note; i really feel insulted when ppl look down on my capabilities. and i don't lyk to be compared to ppl who appear to be more capable than me. it's an insult to my intelligence. do not judge me just because of what i appear to be. & if you think you're far better off than i am, why not proof it by actions, and not by words. at least i'm able to show tht i'm capable to score in minority, not lyk you boasting abt sth tht majority can score in. think abt it. it all just shows tht you're a loser.

♥ CHICKEN LITTLE! (:

picture of th day is taken after ckt lab today! (: kinda random how to photo was taken. it all happened during break, and th entire grp was at ITAS having lunch. then junwen and bryan was taking photo. wanted to "intrude", but then failed to. HAHAH (: so ya, requested to take when ckt lab ended ! (:

alright, lets see what happened today. lessons was alright today i suppose. but lyk not alot of laughter. put up a facade of cheer-y attitude, though i knw i wasn't wat i am portraying. how ironic. ohohoh, i saw eric in sch today!!! so happy. okays, it's kinda random i knw! but you knw, i'm a complicated individual tht me myself kinda don't really uds myself fully, and i kinda doubt some ppl who say they actuali do uds me. ohgosh! this is lyk a messed up jigsaw puzzle. HAHAH!

sch ended at 5 today. bus-ed to macpherson before changing bus to go to kovan to meet bettina and richard for chcc visitation. today wasn't really exactly a good day to visit though. cos of th weather and all. th kids are oso falling sick! ohgosh! not forgetting th fact tht both bettina and i are both sick too! :( visitation ended at arnd 8plus, went over to gardens to find bird! totally miss her lyk crap mans. it has been a long tym since i really sat down to do some catching up! MISS IT SO MUCH MANS ! :(

okays, a random side note; chatted wit bryan over msn just now.

felt what he say was kinda true;
"people dont know what they have, until they lost it." recently have been experiencing things tht i've nvr had experience before, not ever once. and really felt kinda weird and was seriously wondering how come i'm th only one being treated differently as compared to th rest. even a bystander agree wit th statement tht i just made. if it all seems so obvious, maybe he's th only one tht is being oblivious to whatever he's doing and the resultant of th causes. i've tried my best to just ignore th entire situation, but it's really kinda hard for me to totally shut a person totally away from my world/life. but i'm just human, it's really tough to be th happy person always. swallowing everythng deep down and just burying it till noone but myself can see.

DOES IT REALLY PAY TO BE THIS NICE?

♥ NEW CHAPTER!

JOJO;SHER - (:

picture of th day taken during dfund lab today! (: was sort of a random shot, cos i was kinda not in th mood to listen to th first few explaination on th challenging question part, then felt lyk taking photo! HAHAH(:

alright, day was not bad until got back maths quiz result. 16/20. though i sort of alrdy expected it, but was still disappointed. cos it's lyk i knw i could do better and all. it's lyk tested topics are topics tht i've alrdy learnt before! STUPID SHER! :( i knw it's lyk kinda stupid to think such thngs, cos others did worse than me and i shld just be contented wit th score i have which is a on-th-dot "A". mayb it's just th expectation tht i have for myself. ohgosh! i'll make sure i'll do better nxt tym !! :DDDDDDDD
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okays, random again. i'm currently feeling hungry. but at th same tym don't feel lyk eating ehs. clever me stupid-ly just ate some vegetables just now. HAHAHA. &&& i can't stand my voice. it's lyk croaking frog la. oh, i'm excited ! tmr thr's CCA, which means, we'll learn new strumming beats, and which means, i think i'll laugh even more when i see kelvin and eric! OHGOSH! but i lyk! HAHAHA :DDDDDDD

♥ RIGHT DECISION! (:



Pic of th day taken wit Moh 2wks back at cine hkcafe.(: really really miss her alot mans, it's lyk both of us th schedule don't match. totally. it's lyk i've got cca on monday and wed. and supposedly out meeting day- tues, became her cca day! gosh! how difficult to meet up mans! sad-ed :(

alright anyway, on a lighter note. SALVO really made my day today! (: though it might be kinda tiring for me since sch ends at 4, and cca starts at 6. but i feel tht th 3hours of drumming paid off really well. i'm starting to get th momentum and all alrdy, PASSION COMES NEXT I SUPPOSE! (: was really fun during salvo today. kelvin was th "teacher" to guide us for th new strumming beat, and trust me. he's really very funny. it's lyk i see his face alrdy want to laugh lo. then all 4 of us who are under him, plus song leng, keep on making fun of him la. keep saying tht he's bi and all. damn funny. I LYK! (:

CCA ended at arnd 930pm. washed up and waited for th seniors as they have their de-bried and headed to opp sch to have our dinner tgt. during dinner, it was damn funny. me and kaleryn keep on laughing cos of wat chiawei, eric, marc and clement say. really had a great tym laughing and chatting wit them mans! (: & thr's this particular convo b/w kaleryn and chiawei tht made me laugh until i seh. it's super classic la! (:
K: ehs chiawei, you cantonese, hokkien or teochew?

chiawei: huh? i'm free thinker!
everyone bursted out lauhing la. chiawei's expression/reaction was priceless! HAHAHA. &&& eric still dk how to spell my name can. wth! HAHAHAH.

ate until abt 11plus, and decided to bus-ed down to tamp int to catch th last bus home. but dad was fetching me. soya, just acc them back to bus int. alright, lets see. th short trip from sch area to int was damn entertaining. it's lyk clament and marc was acting gay, and th rest of us kept shouting for them to kiss ! HAHA. and guess wat, MARC KISSED CLAMENT ON TH NOSE! damn gay la. all of us practically can't stop laughing lo. it's lyk. OMG la. and i was lyk sitting just right in front of them!!! OMG! HAHAHHA.

alright; so in conclusion SALVO IS SUPER HAPPENING!

random side note; i'm having a running nose right now. it can't seem to stop! my throat is feeling super irritated, and i've no idea why. okays. i think i'm really ill alrdy. period. :(

♥ NIGHT GAZING!

picture of th day taken at marina barrage on saturday, 16May'09.

okays, basically th post today is to do an update on yesterday! (:

started th day off wit badminton at TP wit darwin,eugene,shelley,esther,kenneth,fred.

played for 2hrs then off to bathe before making my way down to cityhall

to meet some of th salvo ppl to have dinner before heading to marina barrage.

met up wit wanyi, charmaine, chia wei, jiamin, xiao xuan and a few others.

had subway for dinner, and train-ed down to marina bay to meet eric

before taking th shuttle bus down to marina barrage. (:

performance by Zingo- a local drum grp; was AWESOME!

marc, salvo's president performed too!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD

alright, after seeing performance we all walked up to slack slack;

trust me, th night scene was lyk woah!

it'll be even better if it was a clear sky mans, can star gaze all!!! (:

okays, left marina barrage after firework!!! (:

and guess wat, while almost everyone is trying not to get hit by th fireworks,

our dear eric still sits at exactly th same spot whr he was sitting at,

eating his chicken rice!

&&& while everyone was lyk trying to get away, he got up;

and when to take th coke bottle which was still at th bench area! OMG!

damn funny can. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

after tht took shuttle bus back to tanjong pagar

and decided to head back to raffles city.

settled at bk, whrbe some of them ate; and i satisfied my yoghurt crave; YOGURU! (:

chit chat here and thr; left arnd 1045 and train-ed home wit chiawei.

in conclusion; salvo is lyk one big family.

th seniors are one whole big grp of fun ppl to hang out wit man!!! ILYK!

looking forward to more outings coming my way! so excited ! (:

♥ SELF-COMPLICATIONS!

picture of the day was taken in TP's library, when i was total bored of doing wrtoral. and thr was mr shaun, using mine laptop's camera to zilian. so i suggested why not we just take a decent photo! hahaha (: okays, i find th pic not bad, but someone uh. say not nice cos can't see his blue contacts. -.-

hahah. alright, back to updates on today. nth much happen today, until when i reach hm. i realise tht everythng from my thumbdrive is GONE ! yes, you've read it right. my thumbdrive was completely empty, without any of my photographs, photo-edits plus wrtoral material. i had th shock of life, and called jovina immediately to complain. i couldn't retrieve anythng, and was seriously on th brink of crying. cos it's lyk th photographs tht i've inside includes all my oversea trips to japan, hk and korea! but i couldn't do anythng at tht point of tym cos i needa rush off for piano theory at toapayoh which starts at 745. but, i was still at home at 720. gosh! ended up cab-ing down. couldn't concentrate throughout th entire lesson. tht 45mins lesson, for once felt lyk 10yrs! OMG! anyways, email-ed ms alice not long ago. really pray hard tht she can return me my RJ and speech outline so tht i can make a copy and then use it for presentation. (:

okays, another random note; i think i'm such a complicated individual. was just having some random thoughts otw home from sch in th afternoon. was just wondering how come i said i wld let go, but at th same tym wished that you'll not treat me indifferently. sometyms i wonder what's wrong wit me, that i deserve such treatment. shld i look it at th optimistic way or just th opp?

♥ BURIED-DOWN EMOTIONS!

gerald; SHER; fy. (:

alright, picture of the day today was taken at cyber centre last wk.

kinda hilarious, how we actually got that photo taken. but i find it quite nice. i lyk! (:

okays, lets get straight to th point. (:

i'm currently taking a break from

wrtoral RJ and speech outline preperation which is due on thurs.

kinda tired of squeezing out brain's juice and all alrdy.

after so many hours, i'm still left wit th last part of both assignments. how saddening.

but at least, i've completed more than half of it right.

needa think of closing/conclusion mans, then tmr can just type into th template! (:

pls pray hard tht i dream of th closing! then i'll de javu on thurs ! (: HAHAHA.

anyways, on a random note;

i don't really like wat happened today; it just made me feel kinda werid.

lyk not in place and not well-blended.

but it wasn't tht obvious anyways, no questions ask-ed.

so lets take it that everythng's fine, lyk we always do.

tmr will just be another happy day filled wit LAUGHTER+LOVE+JOY! :D

♥ COUSIN LOVE!

sent mayp off today,

had a really good long chat wit her before she depart for korea.

hope everythng will be fine for her say 2wks at korea and 1wk at hk trip mans.

kinda worried for her, cos it's th first tym that she's flying alone after 7yrs ! HAHHA.

alright, enough of those. i'm kinda lazy to do wrtoral mans! :(

have to hand in hard copy of research journal, speech outline and all by this thurs.

and i haven't even started a single shit on it yet. GOSH!

hand in by thurs means i have to get almost everythng done by tmr night,

so tht i can get it printed by wed afternoon in sch,

since i don't have a printer at home, which is kinda sad to say mans.

&&& i seriously need my beauty slp(s) very badly mans,

eye bags are getting seriously heavy and i just can't stand it.

i think i suffer from terrible insomnia mans; TERRIBLE ! :(

th case is tht i can't seem to slp until it's lyk 2-3am in th morning

even though i'm really tht tired ! GOSH! :(

okays, i shld stop procrastinating and start working on my wrtoral now! :D

oh lord, i really pray tht i can pull thru this phase of my life.

thngs aren't really gg th way i want it to go and it's really kinda tough.

oh father lord, i pray tht you wld give me th strength and th will and th wisdom

to really do things right this tym. AMEN!

PICTURE PERFECT! (:

Picture of th day was taken wit mr chew; one of my best-est friends! (:

it's just kinda weird, how we both can still be so good friends though we do not always talk.

we can lyk not talk for a few mths, and th nxt tym we both talk,

it's lyk as if we've knw each other for decades ! I LYK! (:

okays, today's mothers' day; baked a vegetarian cake for my mum! (:

alright anyways, plans were not carried out as planned.

initial plan was to bring mum and grandma to linzhi to have buffet,

but sadly to say, it was fully booked; and we weren't very keen abt th t&c.

soya, slacked wit cg at airport until 3plus then made my way to toapayoh.

otw way thr, had a very long talk wit clara; was shocked by some stuff,

but enlighten-ed wit alot of stuff. AHHAHAH .

soyeah, had steamboat at mayp's hse. and tht's abt it!

on a random note,

I SUPER LYK KENNETH'S PENCIL CASE! COS IT'S RETARDED ! (:

♥ SPEECHLESS!

words; can hardly express joy+laughter+peace+love

alright, th above photo was taken at TP's cyber cafe. I LYK! (:

took it using YOURS'truely's laptop!!! YAY! (:

sadly, i haven't thought of a name for my laptop yet; i need one desperately.

okays, i'll cut th crap and go straight into th post.

did not start th day very well today cos i was late for sch.

mainly because th traffice was terrible+horrible+vegetable. seriously.

dad was practically moving in snail's speed can. buay tahan.

just as i thought th traffic was back to normal, th jam starts once over again.

gosh! what a cycle to follow.

just can't tolerate traffice jams, it makes my heart beats super fast.

okays, finally reached sch arnd 930, rushed for lab.

and tell me abt it, lab was so bad tht i have no words to explain.

it's lyk everythng was gg on well until he came out wit this 10pts awarding thngy.

how dumb mans, dk how he actuali tot of such thngs mans. (:

alright had lunch at ITAS,

and headed over to TAMP1 to shop arnd for backpack wit mel.

bought one leather/brown one finally.

I LYK I LYK!

okays, shan't elaborate into details wat exactly happen during th entire day! (:

ohyes, enjoy wat you're gg to see soon.

they took it using my laptop's camera can. tell me abt it; guys are cam-whoring!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! :D

THE END !

PICS-TAKING! ♥

i lyk th pic of th day today. cos those arnd me are one of th few tht make my day in sch! (:

alright, shld say tht onli part of them. excluding th girls, and th other guys.

lets begin by saying tht th 4 of us girls, decided and plan-ed to wear dresses to sch today,

with th same earring tht we bought from bugis th other day.

hahah, feeling was kinda weird; wearing a dress to sch. HHAHAHA. but i lyk! (:

lectures was alright, sat beside fengyuan! (:

digifund tutorial teacher finally changed, not more azam!

i'm lyk so glad, finally can uds wat th tutor is saying during tutorial!

had lunch/dinner wit th rest after sch ended

& headed off to tampines safra for pool/land gaming wit mel,shaun,gerald,jy,fy.

played pool wit mel and trust me, it was totally retarded.

we spend 1hr playing 3games, and we laugh-ed most of th tym. (:

went off to find th guys after tht; watch them play land.

OMG! jy is super funny, making th most noise amongst all of them. HAHHA (:

sidenote; i was really happy today. YOU made my day.

can't wait for sch tmr, cos ;

SCH TMR = MORE FUN + LAUGHTER ! (:

TIME CHECK: 0151AM, 1ST MAY'09


alright, have been having sleepless nights for th pass few nights.
can't believe i can fall aslp on th floor at 3am in th morning,
when then, my energy has been totally drain-ed out ;
right now, i'm feeling a lil lost and confused.
it's gg to be a long year ahead i suppose.
hopefully as th year progresses, and CCA starts to come in.
i won't be wondering over such matters anymore.
SHER! YOU GOTTA STAY FOCUS ! DON'T WEAVER! ;
right now i just can't get to slp.
but i'm tired, my eyelids are getting heavier.
gosh! thr must be sth wrong wit me alrdy. oh how now? ;
i feel myself falling deeper into this hole tht i've self-created.
okays, i'm gg to get to see you tmr.
i wonder how my reaction will be.
oh wells, hope everythng it's just not tht too obvious.
i can't afford th awkwardness. period. (:


shld i bring my laptop tmr? wld it thrfore be a source of distractions?

Q907 ♥

okays, i knw my blog have been dead for idk since when.

so here am i trying my best to revive it ! HAHAHAH.

everythng seems to be moving at rocket speed ever since sch started mans.

not sure if it's me or wat, but i'm seriously feeling th pressure.

though majoriy of th thngs tht we're learning now are quite basic,

and are just a revision on what we've learnt before.

thngs haven't been gg really smoothly lately, at least for me.

on th outer shell, i might appear to be still tht bubbly crazy sher;

but in some areas tht i'm in, i actuali struggling.

it's tough, really tough to be tht happy fruit always. (:

alright, enough of all those.

first wk of sch have been great, being arnd a bunch of great ppl.

truthly, Q907 RAWK! WHOO~~~!!

th best class tht i have ever been in, for th many years of sch education.

HAHAHAH! WE HIGH TGT, MAKAN TGT, STUDY TGT, LAUGH TGT!

it's just great being arnd these peeps ! seriously.

okays, looking forward to a really good year ahead in TP,

how can life be boring wit them around? HAHAHAHA (:

gosh! i think i caught th flu bug!

i slept for barely 2hours,
and then i'm off to work for a straight 8hours.
okays, i'm so dead tired tht i knocked out in th bus on th way hm
and almost miss th stop tht i'm suppose to stop. gosh!
i was very hungry when i got home, but was too tired to search for food.
i ended up drinking a few sips of milk,
and entered into lala-land. (:
was supposed to meet bettina at 6 to serve, but i woke up at 7.
gosh! am i really tht tired?
i'm working for th rest of th week this wk except wkends.
then th same routine repeat itselfs again.

in a blink of th eye, april will soon approach.
school is starting; dk to be excited or not;;
oh. what an ironic thinker i am;
i want sch to start then i don't need to wake up wondering
"what am i gg to do today?"
i want sch to start so i can make new friends,
and blend into a whole new environment.
i don't want sch to start cos then i can't slp for 15hrs straight when i want to.
i don't want sch to start cos then
thr won't be anymore frequent meeting ups wit th girls.
okays. awesome. why can't tym slow downs and quickens at th same tym.
oh wells. ironic agian.

okays. some tyms i don't uds how parents thinks.
when you talk too much to a person of th same sex,
they wonder if you're straight.
when you hang out wit th opp sex, they suspects you're in a BGR.
why can't they just think it in a simpler way?
i wonder why their minds are so complex,
tht sometyms i find it diff to communicate wit them.

gosh! i can't stand it anymore .
i need to let it all out. i had enough. period.

hello.
weeks that has past was not bad at all.
last sat had et band's jamming session @ aljunied.
BREAKTHRU man! we played + sang better than th previous session.
&&& thank God tht i played alright since i was solo-ing;
steph wasn't arnd and aileen didn't turn up on last minute.
lucky gabriel and darren was thr to guide me man! HAHA (:
thr will be another jamming session this coming saturday,
and bro edmund will be lyk coming down to see if th band it's up to this june's zone camp.
gosh! but luckily steph will be arnd to guide me and all.
so will be learning to play th pads and learn praise playing- in band setting.
so excited mans ! ALL HYPE-ED UP FOR IT!!! :DDDDDDDD


okays, lets see;
i just got back from toapayoh- had dinner wit avril.
and went town wit kenneth today.
shopped arnd for his video shoot this coming saturday,
but sad to say didn't find anythng tht catch his eye except for th singlets at NUM.
think he's gonna get it wit peter tmr since thr'll be 20% off th 2nd piece.
settle-ed at HK CAFE to chill for awhile, and yeah did some catching up.
ahhh ! i needa get clothes and shoes terribly.
saw some quite nice ones at paragon. think gg to go back soon.
and i want get shoes from club marc!!!! (:
oh i spent lyk $40++ just on cosmetic and body products at bodyshop today! (:


and i'm meeting MR DAMIEN CHEW TMR! awesome.

p/s: i needa find nice pics of yanming and steph. before i post them up.
yanming's bday - 9th March. steph's bday - TODAY! :DDDDDDD

FEBUARY'09

i just realised tht i haven't been updating this blog for lyk ages. hahah.

but anyhows, i'm back to update now - th last day of th month of Febuary. hahah.

so u guess i shld just make post a single entry every month. better right? HAHA.

okays, lets see what's gg on wit my life for th past month.

1) working - TPY subway

2) movie with dannon - slumdog millionaire

3) dinner at chomps wit LJ, cheryl, zhenzhi, jamine, hilda, gina

4) catching up wit jamine

5) shopping wit jamine

6) catching up wit th girls

7) movie wit th girls - the curious case of benjamin buttons

8) stayovers at mayp's hse

9) shopping wit mayp

10) steamboat at mayp's hse every saturday

11) shopping wit alfred

12) morning/prayer meeting - whole week

13) sakae sushi buffet wit moh

14) pastamania wit th girls

15) shopping wit th girls

16) recieved TP's enrolment package

17) health chech-up for enrolment purposes

18) dining at fish n co wit th girls

19) bought cosmetic from bodyshop

20) bought accessories from topshop

21) bought wallet from F21

23) stuff from cotton on

24) bags/accessories from taiwan spree - online

25) bought new hp - LG VIEWTY

26) bought sandals from NUM

27) made cheesecake for CG!!! (:

okays, tht's abt it fr wat's gg on in my life for th past 1 mth, from wat i rmbed.

hahaha, but alright la. at least i have a life !!!! (:

oh, i'm getting my pay cheque on monday!!!

SHOPPING TIME!!!!!

have been really busy lately.

&& i knw i seriously have to really seriously stay strong man.

i was at th brink of _______.

think i shld go shop on my own someday,

or just roam arnd somewhr alone.

cheap thrills i guess.

my life have been a routine, and i can't wait for sch to start.

at least i'll be arnd a whole new grp of ppl, a whole new surrounding! (:

FILM-ROLLING!

okays, i'm so sorry tht apparently i haven't been updating in here for ages.

and i knw it's rotting some how. so i'm here to revive it!!! (:

alright, lets see.

i'm gg to list out th thngs th happened in my life since th tym i stop blogging okays. (:

but bear wit th points forms man. (:

1. work- tpy hdbhub subway
2.giving tuition at night every tues and thur.
3.meeting up wit jol wong to shop for cny clothes.
4.shopping wit avril for cny clothes+accessories.
5.meeting damien and mel to catch up.
6.meeting damien to pass him his bday present.
7.having jamming session wit th etband ppl.
8.got back o's result- L1R4 14 L1R5-19.
9.got back posting- Media&Communication Technology, TP.
9.serving at CHCC! - visitation+bus-ing.
10.shopping wit mum.
11.chilling at icecube wit clara.
12.baking sessions over at esther's hse.
13.got subway salary.
14.got tuition salary.
15.collected alot of ANGBAOS! (:

i knw. not alot. but wondering why i nvr update?

hahah, cos yours'truely here is seriously very lazy to switch on th com.

too tired to do so man.

apparently cos she's totally drained out after standing for 9hours and then

giving tuition at night till 9pm.

and by th tym i reached home. i'll just knock out.

anyways, i'll be back to update soon.

ciaos! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

so sorry for th delays of photos my friends.
i knw a couple of u all are chasing me to post th photos so tht you all can grab,
plus sending u all through msn and all.
but, pls kindly be patient as ur dear old friend here have difficulty
putting together all th photos as over th past few days,
hundreds of photos have been taken.
what's more, a baking session alone wit jas; 140pictures were taken.
i'll post it according to th dates tht th pictures were taken!
so sorry for th inconvenience cause. :(

HAPPY GIRL! :DDDDDD

met up wit damien and mel recently.

&&& THEY BOUGHT ME A BABY STITCH!! (:

hahahaha :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i hugged it th moment i ripp-ed off th wrapping paper,

refusing to put it down even when th food was serve-ed. (:

was too happy tht it put a smile on my face for th entire day!!! (:

butbutbut, damien said somethng kinda funny when we headed different ways.

D: ehs, you better keep and take care of th stitch i buy for you uh!

ME: yup, ofc. stitch ehs. hahaha. u want me to hug it to slp every night not.

D: aiya, don't need la. just take care of it so tht i can use it as a punching bag during cny

when i go over your hse to bainian.

ME: idiot. HAHAHAHAHAHA (:

you tell me whr got ppl lyk tht one. hahaha.

but still,

THANKS SO MUCH FOR TH STITCH, I REALLY HUGGED IT TO SLP!(:

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DAMIEN! (:

personal messages alrdy reflected in th personalised card! (:

soyeah, just wanna say tht i reali do appreciate u as a good friend of mine!

& hope tht you lyk th brownie/cake tht i bake-d for you man.

&&& now i knw th nxt tym i bake anythng for you,

it must be super duper extremely dark-chocolate-ty!!!

hahahaha :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

MERRY CHRISTMAS

HOHOHOHO!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

christmas services at church was awesome, apart from th fact tht

i watch-ed th christmas drama production for 4 TIME!

okays, no further explaination wld be provided! hahha. (:

anyways, after 10am service ended, i went arnd giving out cupcakes

tht i've baked for christmas to various people.

and ofc, photos taken; and thus explain th photo featured above.

hahahaha :DDDDDDDDDDDD

CANDLELIGHT SERVICE #02

okays, today was super pretty! :DDDDDDD

second candlelight service tht i attend, and trust me.

th hall is super pack even though service starts at 745, and i'm alrdy in th hall at 615.

today was a super tiring day for me. trust me.

i woke up at 10am, getting ready to go JW to serve support children's service.

met mel, damien at JP for awhile before heading to church.

serve-ed to abt 430 and left to attend expo 745 service.

after which, had dinner at ps wit avril and ended up chatting to way past midnight.

bro fetch-ed both us home; reached home at nearly 2am in th morning.

gosh! i was totally worned out man!

butbutbut, i was still happy! :DDDDDDDDDD

coscoscos, i got to see all my small lil kids at JW.

&&& i'm lyk falling in love wit kids all over again, after gg back to CHCC to serve after o's.

okaysokays, pictures !!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!



christmas eve=candlelight service #02 (:

okays, to sum up th tht square thng tht is featured above.

i went round to take photos wit almost everyone in th cg except,

those tht weren't arnd for this particular service.

in conclusion; this is what happens when i've a camera wit me !

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

BAKING SESSION : J & S

beware, cos photos will be kinda heavy today.

cos why? i took lyk over a hundred photos wit moh th entire day.

i even have difficulty uploading all plus, putting all th photos together as a combination.

hahaha :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

okays, anyways th day started off wit us gg watching TWILIGHT at vivo in th morning.

th show was alright for moh; but for me, i think it's kinda off.

lyk th skipped alot of minor details, sweet parts, and some sort change some part of th plot.

but, ROBERT PATTINSON definitely pulled off th role as EDWARD CULLEN

at least for me. th coldness yet warm feeling.

& ofc not forgetting, him as a person is GORGEOUS!!! (:

but i still prefer th book though.

can't wait to collect my eagles cash cheque, so i can lyk purchase th entire saga.

soyeah, after movie went to meet up wit LJ.

she refuse to take photo wit me/us otw to hg's phoon hwat. :(

hahaha :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

okays, bought baking ingredients from PH as well as NTUC.

LJ left soon after; moh and i thus bus-ed to my home! (:

and as th picture suggest, we were indeed kinda piss-ed off by th PH ppl.

cos it's lyk th amount tht we paid is not th amount tht we're told.

cos we asked th price of th cake cups, and they said it was $1.30,

but we paid $3.30. then th gift bags. they said it was $1.20, but we paid $4.80.

see th drastic difference ? gosh!!! wat kinda service man!!!

hahahaha :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

anyways, once we reach-ed home, slacked awhile before starting to bake.

spastic photos taken plus photos taken wit my SUPER DUPER BUG STITCH!

th stitch is so big tht it's lyk so many tyms th number of our heads man!

hahah, but still; cos it's stitch, IT'LL ALWAYS BE MY BABY! (:

okaysokays, BAKING TIME!! :DDDDD

since it's th first tym baking, obviously we referred very closely to th recipe.

and ofc wit th help of my wonderful maid. (:

we baked both th plain normal butter ones and dark chocolates !

yayness, for th successful baking; keeping in mind tht it was my first tym! (:

hahahah :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HAPPYHAPPY. TOTALLY TOTALLY!! (:

while waiting for th cupcakes to be baked,

we camwhored lyk usual; WHAT'S NEW WHEN MOH IS ARND? hahaha (:

but th pictures turned out well, and it's one of my favourites! (:

cupcakes finally done, so we proceeded to decorations!

and mind you, we baked/decorated though it was alrdy 9pm! gosh!

hahaha, it's lyk a total of 6hours straight since late afternoon.

butbutbut, we do enjoy th baking tyms + nonsense (:

when we're done, it all turn-ed out to be pretty pretty colouful cupcakes! (:

andand when we're done, we realised tht th nxt snap of photo wld be th 100th one.

so, we decided to take a photo!!!

but obviously, i made a combination of th photos tht was in th same batch;

if u get wat i mean. hahahaha (:

okays, so once done; it's tym for pakaging.

we took quite a long tym as we couldn't decide on how to make th appearace acceptable.

soyeah, look here look thr. try here try thr. (:

once done, we're up for resting + cleaning up + freshening up.

both bath-ed and as for me, i'm up to continue doing damien's bday card.

and as i was doing, moh being th typical moh; CAMWHORED!

she just took th camera and snap-ed anythng tht could be snap-ed.

HAHAHAHA :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

&&& thr's somethng reali strange whenever moh comes over to stay.

we'll both sneeze lyk crazy, and end up laughing as if sneezing was th funniest thng. (:

hahahah, no idea how come it's lyk tht. but yeah. 8 years of friendship. (:

i fought to keep myself awake to finish doing damien's card.

soyeah, we both knock-ed out at abt 4am. gosh!

we woke up at abt 12noon when we're suppose to meet jy for gelare at 1130.

haha, but this tym it isn't moh's fault. i was th one tht couldn't wake up! (:

soyeah, as usual; when moh wakes up - at my house - having a camera wit her,

we both started to snap photos even before we went to wash up.

hahaha :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

what a great way to start a day man! (:

CANDLELIGHT SRV #01

attended #01 candlelight service of year 2008!!! :DDDDD

as it is, it still as pretty as always.

anyways, i'm super happy today cos avril came to join us for this service.

and knw wat, today was one of my happiest day,

and one of th days tht i reali reali did enjoyed myself. seriously. (:

was totally entertained on th way to clarke quay - central by darwin and jason!

they're reali funny, and i do wonder how darwin nvr laughs at his own jokes man.

the rest of us - me, debbie, avril, mason's bro, shelley was lyk laughing at mad.

gosh! tht is what happens when you put 2 veryveryvery people tgt!

hahaha. :DDDDDDDDDd

anyways, i'm looking forward to christmas !!! :DDDDDDDDDDD

so happy tht i've got 2 more confirm friends coming for th drama/xmas srv(s).

ohyes, and i'm baking cupcakes tmr!!!! :DDDDDDD

HAPPY x100.

okays. didn't do much today. stay-ed home th whole day.

cos sorta woke up late and all, so decided to stay in.

actuali wanted to travel down to raffles place starbucks to lyk

find a place to settle down, nxt to a window plane;

then buy a cup of ice-blended coffee, and i'll just sit thr for a few hours

reading my book and drinking my coffee.

but then i was kinda lazy to leave th house and all.

rina called arnd 530, asking me to start giving tuition early.

soyeah, went over and taught sec1 emaths today.

quite a simple task as both my students are quite fond of maths.

hahahah :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i'm gg to serve visitation tmr & meeting up wit th usual girls tmr.

&&& this week i'm officially declared broke,

cos i bought gifts for my hk cousin and sent it to hk on th same day.

and in total, it cost me a mighty 70bucks. gosh!

&&& th worst thng is, i'll onli get my pay after christmas.. :(

melvin said somethng tht reali made my day.
hahah, since he said it after midnight.
means saturday; which is today; a wonderful day, since it had such a good starting!! (:


MEL: 2 people ask me for ur details today.
i gave them your address and hp number.
they'll come and look for you soon. they are called joy and happiness.
&& God open th windows of heaven just now and asked me what i wish for.
i replied,
" please take care and bless this sweet friend of mine tht is reading this. "
and before i log out, The greatest gift u can give 2 sum1 is your time.
B'coz when u give sum1 ur time.
You're givin them a portion of life that U never get back.
Good Night Friend


i don't knw if it's a message passed down by anyone or whatsoever.
but it has definitely made my day!
thanks MEL!!! ♥

met up wit moh after not seeing her for one week!!! hahaha :DDDD

though it's onli one week, but it felt kinda long. at least for me.

okays, catch-ed NICK & NORAH'S INFINITE PLAYLIST

th show was alright i suppose, but wasn't as nice as i expected.

mayb a 2.5to3 out of 5stars.

after show ended, train-ed to vivo to do some window shopping.

and as we shopped, thr's a couple of items added onto my wish-list.

one of which was THAT LEOPARD PRINT GOLD WALLET FROM RIVERISLAND!

it meet up to everythng tht i could ask for in a wallet. seriously.

and now, it's on sale. hahah. any kind soul out thr want to buy me ? hahhaa.

okays, on top of tht. i want to get tops from F21 and stuff from NUM. d

ohya, i don't mind th faint bronze wallet from guess. it's on sale too!! (:

gosh! talking abt all this; no $ got no talk. hahahah :(

soyeah, but i've a good news to share.

gonna help out at my ex-tutor's tuition grp. $10-$12/hour.

tell me it's good or not.

moreover, if she's in a good mood, i might even get $20/1.5hr :DDDDDDD

hahah. i'm excited man (:

ohya, my mum too found a job for me at some admin company.
work place wld be at changi area. transport provided. $5/hr.
and working hours are strict office hours. no OT.
which means, work will be from 8-430. (:

so i was thinking of doing th tuition thng too. cos tuition wld onli be at night. (:]

hahaha. $$ is all coming at th right tym.

building fund plus leisure. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

seriously, i reali wanna thank God for favour man. this whole week.

be it in ministry or in job searching. hahaha.

PRAISE THE LORD!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

RANDOM THOUGHTS!

my mind is currently blank.
though i knw i'll be meeting jaslyn ltr, mayb for a movie.
but i feel i'm just not myself. i feel as if i'm back to th old me whereby i was kept in a cacoon.
unable to unleash myself from th trauma that i thought i was in.
mayb it's me thinking too much; or being too sensitive.
people say that we shld be aware of the surrondings.
but who'll be th one being aware of me?
who'll be th one who will be concern abt what's happening in my life. th ups and downs.
i was just wondering, if any could actuali see through th facade that i'm putting on.
i'm not sure if thr's a purpose in writing all these down.
cos i knw, i've to be strong.
and not care abt what others thinks;
if what i'm doing is right and not against my conscious
and ofc pleases th eye of th most high; it's all gonna be alright.
but, i'm still human. i'm not a supernatural.

♥ CHC CHILDREN CHURCH!

okays, anyways was serving busing today individually today.

and it was really challenging and tiring. seriously.

moreover, today was my first tym doing busing alone.

i've to take care of a total of 18 kids for th entire 4hours.

gosh!!! it includes making sure they are safe on their trip to church,

taking care of their needs when they reach church,

following them to th toilets, learning what they are learning.

ohyes, and ofc sending them back safely home after th "young-artisit" session.

and helping them if they have a question to ask.

ohyes, and to feed them when they are hungry.

and yes, i haven't mention that today one of th kids cried after fighting wit another.

he cried, and i actuali have to disciple th 2 boys that bullied th crying one.

it was reali tough today, getting a hold of them.

some were reali stubborn, some were reali naughty, and some were reali loud.

but still, i think they are super adroable. (:

today was indeed a day to remember.

and i learnt something. patience is th key to deal wit a child!! :DDDD

soyeah, i'm still looking forward to the nxt few serving sessions!!!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

went to watch BOLT wit clara,eugene,fiona,deb and shelley today.
not bad a show i suppose. nicer than what i've expected.
today was a tiring day i suppose.
but the weather was sooo good, tht i actuali wanted to stay home
to tuck up myself into my cosy bed wit all my stitch-s arnd me.
hahaha :DDDDDD
couldn't apply for marks today cos it's a public hols; i totally forgot.
so walked and shopped arnd. settled our lunch at pasta mania.
trust me, i think their pasta standard have dropped quite a bit. anyhows.
ohyes, bought myself another stitch cup! :DDDDDDDDDD
okays, lets see.
i think tmr is gonna be a tiring day for me.
first thng in th morning is to go centre pt for marks job interview.
then have to rush down to redhill to pick all my lovely kids up.
then to holland drive. then to JW.
if i'm not wrong, i've to wait till their prog is over then have to send them back.
gosh! i'm sure it's gonna be a tiring day for me.
but ofc i'll not be tiring for me to serve GOD!! :DDDDD
gonna be serving busing for th nxt few days. plus sat.
and i shall proclaim JW church my second home for th wk/upcoming wk ahead!
okays, tht's all for now. no pictures today.
i'm gonna post th jumping photos soon.
stay tune... :DDDDDDDDDD

today was a tiring day man.
it's no joke waking up at 5plus just to dress up
and get ready to make my way to th air-port to send LJ off to japan.
but thankfully, dad drove me to jas's house first
before cabbing down to th airport together.
reach-ed kinda early, before LJ reached can. hahaha (:
waited and we were lyk 2 kukus can,
trying to blend in to th surroundings tht we were in(inside joke).
hahaha, but spotted LJ soon after.
sent her off and had breakfast wit jas; crystal jade bread plus starbucks coffee.
ohyes, we're planning go on a overseas trip to hk th coming year'09! (:
SO EXCITED PLEASE!!!! :DDDDDDD
&&& i just talk-ed to parents abt th trip, and they are perfectly fine wit it! (:
but everythng will only be confirm-ed after getting bk o's results,
and knwing which poly we're attending and what course,
plus when is period whereby both of us are having semester break.
soyeah, anyways back to th updates today! :DDDDD
went for service today; REV DR JOHN AVANZINI
was reali impacted man. seriously. inspired. gosh!
hahaha :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
went over to MS for fellowship,
and it is when i realise i wasn' t reali fond of subway tuna+bacon. :(
i still think my italian BMT is so much tastier!!! :DDDDDDD
shop-ed arnd MS and went over to take too wit th rest.
ohohoh, i want to get tht whole set of stitch figurings keychains!!!!
okays, i think i seriously need to get a job desperately!!! :(
any recommendations?

okays, i'm stuck at home today; a saturday! :(
but it's alright, from nxt wk onwards, i'll be occupied on saturdays!! :D
i'll be back to CHCC to serve for children's service at JW! PTL! (:
anyways, went for make-up cg at N351 ytd.
and somehow thru worship, i just had a totally different kind of feeling.
a feeling tht i can't reali put into exact words.
i prophecy-ed something tht i prophecy-ed before.
& i believe tht is th something tht God wanted to remind me abt.
i believe it is a sign tht God once again want to reassure me abt.
and i knw this experience tht i have wit God ytd, will not be forgetten by me. ever.
i've a prompt tht i've to do greater things.
i've a prompt tht i've to love ppl more.
i've a prompt tht i've to make sacrifices tht i once always have th hesitation abt.
i've a prompt tht i've to step out of my comfort zone to do things tht i shld have done.
cos, i knw; i shld nvr regret things tht i knw i shld have done.
it is a prompt from, for me to rise up!
and i've to response to such a calling.
i can't stay stagnent anymore!!!!!

hello people!
just got back from queensway not long tym ago..
feeling kinda shag right now, as we practically roamed
arnd th west side of singapore in tht few 6hours :DDDDDD
first stop was hougang interchange whereby we all met up ;
elizabeth, cindy, jaslyn and myelf.
took 165 to holland v, settled at "cold-rock" for ice-cream.
walked arnd holland v; visited th pet-lovers-centre.
was reali tempted to bring one back man, seriously. hahaha (:
afterwhich wanted to go subway for dinner,
but was kinda full, so went 100-ed to queensway shopping center
to look at shoes and stuff.
walk-ed walk-ed and walk-ed somemore until abt 830pm,
when we walk-ed over to anchorvale for dinner.
settled at xing-wang hk cafe for dinner.
chatted and dinner-ed at th same tym to abt 10plus and 147-ed home.
planning cycle and DDR at eastcoast tmr man. (:
hahaha, but yeah! i'm sure it's gonna be another day of fun yet tiring day for me.
okays, i think thats abt it for now.
stay tune-ed ! :DDDDDDDDDDD


PS; i pray tht both jas and me will get accepted into RC when we call in tmr.
& we'll both successfully start working nxt monday! AMEN! (:

MOHMOH! :D

the few days after i return from overseas,

i've been hanging out wit this darling of mine..

as th captions suggest, i've known her for 8years.

man, it sounds so long can!!! hahaha.

okays, anyways, took loads of pictures wit her between th midst of job-hunting and all.

watching 2 different movies on th 2 times we went to town;

wild child and four christmases.

not bad la the movies.

haha, okays enough of blahh-ing and all.

shall upload th photos now !!!

ohya, i'll upload my hongkong and japan photos soon! :D

feeling kinda glad tht a week of o's has passed
and tht th papers tht i've done is relatively okays i suppose.
Chemistry was easy, and i nvr felt so prepared before! (:
English was alright i suppose, though i felt compre was kinda tough.
Geogragphy P1 was fine. lyk chem, i nvr felt so prepared before! (:
EMaths P1 was fine. could do th paper, except some questions.
nxt to come would be physics, emaths P2, geog P2, ss/lit, music, sci mcq.
come to think of it, i'm just left wit 2 more weeks of intense studying,
and i'm off to enjoy myself lyk nobody business! :DDDDDD
ohyes, thr's this person i want to thk other than my dear study grp ;
it is MY DEAR DADDY GOD! if it's not by his power and strength,
i wld not have pass this wk feeling so energized during my papers,
though i might have slept veryvery late th previous day.
lyk say for eg. my geog paper. th day before my geog paper,
jamine came over my hse to study and we onli slept at 6am in th morning.
all we had was 3hours of slp and thts tht.
but i wasn't feeling lethargic(sp?) when i entered th hall,
in turn i was wide awake and could do th paper wit confidence!! PTL! (:
so, i'm believing for a great week ahead as i sit for my physics and emaths p2 nxt wk!
I CAN DO ANYTHING
THRU CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME! (:

CHERYL SOU!

pictures taken at t3 airport, washroom.

hahah, LOVE this girl here man.

when she's serious, she's super serious, but

when she's funny, she can reali be funny and cute man!

hahaha, gonna be facing her for th next few days,

cos we'll be meeting up to study almost every single day!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

SWEET SIXTEENTH! (:

it was indeed a pleasant surprise at th airport on thurs night,

whr LJ, jamine, cheryl and hilda was studying.

okays, this was wat happened.

half-way thru while studying i started complainging to jamine tht i was hungry.

so, she offered to buy me dinner since she'll not have th tym to buy my

bday present. so i happily said yes, and said i wld eat anythng she buys.

so when both LJ and jamine left i started to use cheryl's laptop.

and out of th blue, jamine and LJ came out of nowhr wit a cake.

ohohoh, HILDA has th same bday as me! (:

soyeah, was totally taken aback!

&&& jamine bought me a whole pack-ed assorted chocs from candy empire! (:

ohyes, and guess what, i recieved alot of stitch stuff for my bday this year.

shall take photo of it and post it soon!

gosh! i've got 4cakes in th fridge right now waiting to be eaten!

hahahaha, but yeah, thks for all those gifts and cakes friends! (:

SHER LOVES YOU!

study buddies today + hilda ( not in pic)

sutdied at amk lib from 11am to 9pm.

on thurs we'll be studying overnight at airport i suppose.

anyways, they are great love!

SHER LOVES YOU! :D

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ps: sometyms i wonder why some say _____, are hypocrites.

now i uds.

okays, i've been MIA-ing from this blog for a very very long tym

tht i've even forgotten my password!

hahhahaah :D

anyways, th mighty O's is approaching,

and i'm not actuali feeling scared or what so ever.

but it seems now tht studying has became a routine tht i'm used to.

sci practical's not week, and th following will be chemistry!!

&& seriously speaking. chemistry isn't one of my strongest,

but one of th weakest! gosh!

but think i'll do fine i suppose!!! :DDDD

during this period of tym, it's gg to be a period of fasting/praying for me.

i'm believing God for GOOD RESULTS

and BETTER GRADES THAN WAT I EXPECT!!

okays, off to do course work. (: